Goodbye everyone... (SN)

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lavenderlungs

lavenderlungs

Member
Nov 16, 2019
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warm wishes for a peaceful and smooth transition. good thinking erasing your pc + phone, it’s a smart move. hope everything goes as you planned.

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zeroambition

zeroambition

It's a beautiful feeling in oblivion, yeah, yeah
Nov 3, 2019
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New Zealand
I wish you all the best and hope you find peace.. 6pm my time so I'll be here ❤
 
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Lotus1818

Lotus1818

Wise
Nov 4, 2019
230
661
Ill be asleep when you take the SN. Hope you are feeling ok so far
 
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Mloureiro

Veteran
Oct 7, 2019
116
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Portugal
You are such a good person and the world will miss another wonderful human being. I used to believe in karma, not anymore. And you will be missed, not only here, I am sure. Safe journey and welcoming arms on the other side. I envy your courage.
 
LonelyLight

LonelyLight

Elementalist
May 31, 2019
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Hope you are feeling okay as the time draws closer :hug: thinking about you x
 
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Hotsackage

Specialist
Mar 11, 2019
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Hopd you found peace. Tx for the info, ill be doin sn soon
 
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Neverod

Neverod

>:^3
Aug 8, 2019
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Well, i hate life. My grandma came to collect some of my mother's things and stay the night... I can't risk being found, i'll have to move it 24 hours more... so, friday at 12:00 am i will have to do it. It's like a dark joke from life, of all the days, today she had to came for clothes and stay the damn night... I'm sorry, what a disappointment i'm made of. Will do it no matter what the first minute of friday, and the same, will report everything up until 10 minutes after i take the SN.

Also, forgot to say, if i survive (god i wish no), i'll make sure, no matter what, to find a way to report it aswell, if i don't respond in one week, it's guaranteed i'm dead.
 
Time

Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
202
404
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USA
Well, i hate life. My grandma came to collect some of my mother's things and stay the night... I can't risk being found, i'll have to move it 24 hours more... so, friday at 12:00 am i will have to do it. It's like a dark joke from life, of all the days, today she had to came for clothes and stay the damn night... I'm sorry, what a disappointment i'm made of. Will do it no matter what the first minute of friday, and the same, will report everything up until 10 minutes after i take the SN.

Also, forgot to say, if i survive (god i wish no), i'll make sure, no matter what, to find a way to report it aswell, if i don't respond in one week, it's guaranteed i'm dead.
Life happens, Neverod. I hope that you make the best of your remaining time here. Thanks for keeping us posted. :heart::hug:
 
Sideswipe

Sideswipe

I have 2 Simian Palms... DNA is [email protected]£ked
Nov 20, 2019
112
228
SE England UK
I’m new.. please humour me. Whats sn method please if you don’t mind me asking? I know CTB but thats it. :notsure: I’m going to need alot of help I can see; understanding some of the abbreviations and stuff. I feel like I knew so much yet I know so little!
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I’m new.. please humour me. Whats sn method please if you don’t mind me asking? I know CTB but thats it. :notsure: I’m going to need alot of help I can see; understanding some of the abbreviations and stuff. I feel like I knew so much yet I know so little!
Read your welcome message and welcome :)
 
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Time

Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
202
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Welcome, Swideswipe. I'm sorry that life brought you here but I'm glad that you found us.

Yeah, it can be overwhelming in the beginning. As Jean4 mentioned, your welcome message has plenty of information to help understand & get acclimated to the community.

Quick tip: SN = Sodium NitrIte (NOT NitrAte :wink:)

:heart::hug:
 
Meant2Die

Meant2Die

Specialist
Nov 8, 2019
310
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Darn grandma.. don't let her stop you. :)) (sorry, trying to keep it light) We will be here for you Friday, no need to apologize.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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Elseweyr
Well, i hate life. My grandma came to collect some of my mother's things and stay the night... I can't risk being found, i'll have to move it 24 hours more... so, friday at 12:00 am i will have to do it. It's like a dark joke from life, of all the days, today she had to came for clothes and stay the damn night... I'm sorry, what a disappointment i'm made of. Will do it no matter what the first minute of friday, and the same, will report everything up until 10 minutes after i take the SN.

Also, forgot to say, if i survive (god i wish no), i'll make sure, no matter what, to find a way to report it aswell, if i don't respond in one week, it's guaranteed i'm dead.
Will be waiting for you tomorrow, my dear. xo

An SN cocktail party we will have!
 
zeroambition

zeroambition

It's a beautiful feeling in oblivion, yeah, yeah
Nov 3, 2019
331
323
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New Zealand
Well, i hate life. My grandma came to collect some of my mother's things and stay the night... I can't risk being found, i'll have to move it 24 hours more... so, friday at 12:00 am i will have to do it. It's like a dark joke from life, of all the days, today she had to came for clothes and stay the damn night... I'm sorry, what a disappointment i'm made of. Will do it no matter what the first minute of friday, and the same, will report everything up until 10 minutes after i take the SN.

Also, forgot to say, if i survive (god i wish no), i'll make sure, no matter what, to find a way to report it aswell, if i don't respond in one week, it's guaranteed i'm dead.
I'll be here for you tomorrow
 
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Yoko26

Member
Nov 9, 2019
23
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Have the safest and most peaceful journey, may your soul rest and have all the most beautiful rest you’ve ever had. Wish that you do your transition in all the joy possible and the happiest you may be.
If you see my love up there please tell him I love Him and to please ask for the permission for me to CTB soon...
 
okaoki

okaoki

last
Aug 4, 2018
199
283
not sure you'll agree or not, if i about to ctb i find some place i can scream my lungs off , scream as loud as i can
the world , the people that makes me want to ctb , all the foul words anything at all , because this is all i can do before i'm gone.
hope 2moro everything goes well for you.
 
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less than

less than

not important
Jul 25, 2019
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Sometimes life has a strange sense for humor. We are here for you no matter what happens.
 
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Dripping

Dripping

Member
Nov 17, 2019
34
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Italy
Well, i hate life. My grandma came to collect some of my mother's things and stay the night... I can't risk being found, i'll have to move it 24 hours more... so, friday at 12:00 am i will have to do it. It's like a dark joke from life, of all the days, today she had to came for clothes and stay the damn night... I'm sorry, what a disappointment i'm made of. Will do it no matter what the first minute of friday, and the same, will report everything up until 10 minutes after i take the SN.

Also, forgot to say, if i survive (god i wish no), i'll make sure, no matter what, to find a way to report it aswell, if i don't respond in one week, it's guaranteed i'm dead.
Neverod I Hope you are feeling ok so far, I am so sorry you had to postpone. No worries. We are here for you no matter what.
 
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jgm63

Illuminated
Oct 28, 2019
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Once again, wishing you a safe journey if you decide to proceed.
Whatever you decide, it's going to be okay.

:heart:
 
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