Goodbye everyone... (SN)

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Time

Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
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A little nervous, but happy.
Right now i'm erasing everything from my pc and cellphone, maybe someone could use them after i'm gone.
Hey, thought you were gone considering how long ago you started this thread! But I'm glad that you're still here, Neverod. I'm glad I didn't miss you. I should definitely be awake & following your progress. Whatever you decide, we're here! :heart::hug:
 
Neverod

Neverod

>:^3
Aug 8, 2019
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Hey, thought you were gone considering how long ago you started this thread! But I'm glad that you're still here, Neverod. I'm glad I didn't miss you. I should definitely be awake & following your progress. Whatever you decide, we're here! :heart::hug:
9 hours to go!
If you wish to stay awake until then, that would be great, but make sure to get some rest if you need to. Thanks for the kind words <3
 
Dripping

Dripping

Member
Nov 17, 2019
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Italy
9 hours to go!
If you wish to stay awake until then, that would be great, but make sure to get some rest if you need to. Thanks for the kind words <3
Neverod, sadly i can not be awake when you'll ctb, but i'll be for the next 3 hours if you need anything. It is be obvious that i'll say some preyer for you and my hart will be with you. as soon as i'll wake up i check the forum to catch some news. I wish peace to you and a safe journey. you'll be missed and remembered. hugs.
 
less than

less than

not important
Jul 25, 2019
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Whatever has led you to your last decision I wish you a peaceful and painless journey. Sadly that I'm not awake when you'll take your SN. If you decide otherwise, SS is always open for you. :hug:
 
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lostangel

lostangel

Veteran
Mar 22, 2019
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I'll be taking SN in exactly 24 hours, so, midnight in my region.
I have been taking meto for the last days, here's my schedule:

Tuesday: 12:00 am 1x10mg metoclopramide
8:00 1x10mg metoclopramide
16:00 1x10mg metoclopramide

Wednesday: 12:00 am 1x10mg metoclopramide
8:00 1x10 metoclopramide
16:00 1x10mg metoclopramide
23:00 1x10mg metoclopramide
23:15 magnesium milk (recommended 2 teaspoons, will take 4 teaspoons).

Thursday: 12:00 am 20g SN in 75ml of water.

It was fun being here, i gathered so much knowledge, knew so much people, interactected with some of them, made my life easier thanks to discovering the SN method.
So, i just want to say thank you all, to the ones who are not here anymore, to the ones that will be here after i ctb... Thanks, you really, made my last days, more bearable.
I'm a little drunk, but not so much, thought one last day as a drunktard will be good, so, i have a little data for you:

Alcohol interaction with metoclopramide: Damn it makes you tired, dizzy and drowsy, it really amplified those effects from the meto. Would recommend if you have nothing to do the next day and want to have some fun a day before consuming the SN. (and ofc, if you like alcohol).

>:^3.
Hope everything works out for you
 
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