Going to jump from a bridge soon.

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Whitewash11235814

Whitewash11235814

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I think it'll be either later today or tomorrow. I can't take certain BS anymore. I'll still go to the place today to just get a feel for it and if by any chance I won't execute it today, then I definitely will tomorrow.

I'm just gonna fall on my back from 150 feet to concrete. The impact should knock me out unconscious. The hardest part is not the fall, the hardest part is just taking that step off the bridge. Anything else I'll be able to deal with. I also think adrenaline would soak up any initial pain if there were to be any. I have to go for it.
 
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profoundexperience

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I can't take certain BS anymore.
If you feel like it, maybe could you please "vent"/say a bit more about the BS? E.g., what is the BS? Why is the BS important?

I'm not trying to change your mind.... Just if you're going to go, is it any way possible to release some of that BS before you go...?
 
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My story is very, very long and not many would believe it I think.

In any case, I can safely say that I didn't commit suicide. People, strangers and bystanders pushed me to suicide. My sanity was stolen. I don't need ur "it's psychosis babble". You'd be appalled if you saw my life through my lens.
 
profoundexperience

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My story is very, very long and not many would believe it I think. ... People, strangers and bystanders pushed me to suicide. My sanity was stolen. I don't need ur "it's psychosis babble". You'd be appalled if you saw my life through my lens.
I'm sorry. I so wish what happened to you hadn't happened. And I so wish what's happening now to you wasn't happening. I wish I was a better person so I could know what to do to help more....

You say what happened wasn't psychosis. I trust you. And that's good enough for me....
 
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everytime i see pyke i will think of you, fuck it, ill even play a game as him to honor you. ill miss having you to talk to in chat about league and confuse the non epic gamers with our bullshit. it will be over soon and i hope you finally get some peace. i will remember you while im here and soon follow hopefully. good luck man xxx <3
 
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ive been keeping up on news for the place he said he'd jump. nothing there. maybe he got caught and is in psych ? i don't know. i hope wherever he is, he's not hurting
 
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cryptic__egg

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Ay well I'm glad you're alive at least, though kinda sucks that you ended up hurt. Please try not to do anything too sudden though, there's no rush.
 
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