- Sep 13, 2020
I’ve given myself 3 months, I started this new meds one month ago, I told my doctor if it doesn’t work I’m ctb. So I have 3 months left. If I don’t get totally functional, get a job and be more emotional stable I will finish at my own terms. I have sn on the way. So there’s my ticket out. The world became too much to bear, too much loneliness, now this virus. People don’t talk to each other in real life, everyone is glued on their phones. I refused myself to see the future if it continues like this.