Does anyone feel guilty about leaving anyone that’s in your life? I’ve been waiting to ctb for a couple of years now and what’s been holding me back is my grandma I take care of. She’s had a hard life and has no one to look after. But lately, I just can’t take it anymore and just want to end it all. She’s the one percent that’s making me indecisive. I want to be selfish but I still have a guilty conscience.