- Jan 12, 2020
I plan on driving 3+ hours away from home, booking a hotel and ctb with SN this week. I figure I'm so far away, my likelyhood of being saved is very little, and it will take some time before anyone even realizes I'm gone. Sad that my friends and family will have to go through the anguish of noticing I'm gone and not knowing where I am, and holding onto hope that I'm alive. Wondering if there is something I could do to let them know before I leave without giving it away. But I still take solace in the fact that I'll be gone and won't have to deal with any of the emotions anymore.