Does anybody else want to ctb on their birthday?

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Before it preferably, so as to not get any older.

If you decide to not go through with your plan then it is not chickening out - life can often get in the way. Also it is a huge and permanent decision, so you want to make sure that it is absoloutely what you want.

And happy birthday!
 
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Happy birthday! Funny, I did plan to ctb right on my 20th birthday. It's been a year since and my 21st birthday was last month. I was pretty disappointed. Should've done it back then tbh. I like the idea of dying on the day you were born. Irony and all that.
 
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Happy Birthday :heart: :hug: My birthday is in a few weeks but on a tuesday and i'm planning to go on an weekend and by the way i just checked up my phone calendar to see on which day my birthday will be and like 3 years ago i have made a calendar note on that day and i have noted some of my dreams to see if they came true and that just made me cry...
 
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Yes! My birthday is the 28th of September and I want to CTB on or before then because I don’t want to be 23. Also because then my family wouldn’t have two reminders each year.

also, happy birthday ♡ I hope this year is better than the last
 
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I know you’re experiencing a lot of pain, but I hope you have a happy birthday anyway. You deserve a day of joy!

My birthday is in November, just before Thanksgiving. I also really enjoy the idea of going on my birthday, but I’m worried about ruining Thanksgiving for my loved ones, and not just this year, but in future years. Two days after my birthday is the anniversary of my best friend’s death. That would also be an ideal day to go, but same issue.

What I’ll likely end up doing is not so nice. In January is the birthday of the person who ruined my life. I’d like to ruin his birthday forever. I hate being vindictive, but I’ve just been so angry recently.
Thanks, I'm deciding on what to eat for my birthday. Chinese or a cheeseburger
 
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Not on my birthday, but I did plan to ctb on Mother’s Day 2020 as i big FU to my biological family and my adoptive parents. Unfortunately the covid lockdown robbed me of the opportunity days before I got to enact it. Nothing as perfect and appropriate has come up since.
 
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Hbd to you!

3 and half years ago I planned to suicide on my birthday but few hours before I was to be freed my family found the rope I was going to use and other extra ropes so my plan was ruined. Everything was perfect that day to die and I was hurt broken by what happened.
 
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Yes! My birthday is the 28th of September and I want to CTB on or before then because I don’t want to be 23. Also because then my family wouldn’t have two reminders each year.

also, happy birthday ♡ I hope this year is better than the last
Yeah 2 reminders would be awful
 
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You got me thinking, so tonight I identified 10 possible days between now and January 16 when I might go. I picked them based on what might be most convenient to my family or meaningful to me. I’d like for January 16 to be the absolute latest possible date. It might be worth giving it a try on each of those 10 days and shopping one works. Or maybe do something riskier each time... kinda build up to it. I dunno. I just know I don’t want to fail.
 
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Happy B-Day Squiddy!
Yes I’ve thought about this a lot over the years and haven’t decided for sure but there’s a strong chance I would want to ctb on my birthday. That is if I didn’t do it out of impulse one day and have to skip the pre plan due to suffering and having a bad day. I think it would be cool to have the same date for coming into this world and leaving on your tombstone or masouleum. I’ve also thought of weird combinations of numbers for no logical reason that I could think of. For example. 02/02/2022 or 07/17/2027 or 11/11/2021. I think it’s best if I stuck with my birthday though. Idk. Something else to overthink aaaaaaahhhhhh!!
 
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I think it would be interesting to die on my birthday but I don't think I would want to. First, I would have to wait, since my birthday is in January. And I don't know how to feel about it being on the same day, my thoughts are muddled so this isnt coming out as clear as it is in my head. Probably being selfish wanting two days for myself
 
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I have thought about it - it'd be poignant for people, especially for my Dad, who has a similar experience with the date of his wedding to my Mum being the date of her funeral ten years later. If I were to end my life on my birthday, it'd be in two months time, and while I was thinking of ending it even earlier, it would still be too early. But even if I didn't end it that day, my birthday would still be poignant.
 
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I like the idea of dying on my birthday, always have... seems kinda neat, especially given how messy the rest of life is.
I like the whole “only taking one day” thing too, is sorta considerate really
 
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A couple of my attempts have been on my birthday, still here, don’t know if I’ll make it to my next birthday but if I do......
 
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Ending the shitfuckery on the day that it begun? That's Rich. Great idea
 

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