- Feb 13, 2020
I do. Sometimes it’s just a sudden lump in my throat and my eyes well up, and I turn away and face a corner until I can regain my composure. Other times, I can feel myself starting to crack ahead of time, and I have to go in the bathroom and muffle my sobs lest any of my coworkers hear me...great heaving sobs of such sadness. I am so lonely, hopeless, and despondent. I hate myself so much. I hate my life so much. I wish I was dead.