- Feb 10, 2020
These past couple days I've been feeling depressed. The anxiety is still there, but it's dulled. I kind of hope this continues. I think it would make ctb easier. Today I bought a nicer flashlight for the morning I ctb, since I'll be doing it early when it's still dark out. Tomorrow I'm going to try to do a full practice run. I think I'm ready. I hope I am; I really need to.