- Jun 29, 2020
I'm determined to die. I'm generally pretty healthy, so this is going to take work. I don't have the nads to try any other method. I made a mistake and lost my family. I can even face prison. There is no way I'm getting locked in a cage. I want to make the end as painless as possible. I decided to go one week without eating. The first 3 days were painful. Then my stomach stopped growling. You get very dehydrated. I can't deal with the pain of dehydration to die, so I did drink water. After that, there was slight pain, but the will to eat was gone. There was a bit of pain in my chest. One week of fasting put a strain on my heart. I know it can take forever to die this way. So I'm doing it gradually. I'll go maybe 10 days now fasting to weaken my heart more and keep increasing the days fasting. In between I drink alcohol. Maybe my kidneys will go first. I know this isn't quick, but I do believe it will give the least painful end.