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trewq12345

trewq12345

Ctb fantasy man
Mar 20, 2020
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Well I'm getting a dog soon so my ctb will have to wait 15+ years and meanwhile I will probably still look for ways but hold until dog is dead first
And Everytime an person dies somehow envy them I will still jump in to the forum often because truthfully this is the only place where people are like me
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
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Be sure you want to keep the dog and stay alive. Ctb is really hard to do when you have such cute little partner around. Or 9 like i do. Its a curse, and a blessing. Right now its a curse for me. Soon ill lose 6, because of how life chose to eff me up. Down to 3. Still painful.

But im glad for you and your dog. Im sure he will bring you loads of happy memories :)
 
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HeartbrokenViking1

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Good for you buddy, I’ve promised myself to hang in there for 3 years and things have gotten a little better now 3 months later
 
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brainpain2

brainpain2

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Tell me more about your dog. A puppy? Young adult? Rescue? What made you change your mind and want to get a dog, therefore keep living?
 
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HadEnough1974

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Well I'm getting a dog soon so my ctb will have to wait 15+ years and meanwhile I will probably still look for ways but hold until dog is dead first
And Everytime an person dies somehow envy them I will still jump in to the forum often because truthfully this is the only place where people are like me
Wait, is that 15 years in dog years? Another question, did you avoid buying a cat because of their 9 lives?
 
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trewq12345

trewq12345

Ctb fantasy man
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Wait, is that 15 years in dog years? Another question, did you avoid buying a cat because of their 9 lives?
so this kind of fog lives around 15 years and cat i didnt get beacuse i cant go out hunting and just having adventures in the wilderness with a cat... ( atleast not realy i know that it is possible a little bit)
Tell me more about your dog. A puppy? Young adult? Rescue? What made you change your mind and want to get a dog, therefore keep living?
Well i had a dwarf schnautzer before for 12 years and she died like some month ago, But i hvae a hard time choosing if i am to die ore live one part is like crazy about dying and thing and fatasize and plan extremly that while another always make back up plans ore options that might safe gourd me and give me a chance to evolve ore get better so the dog part its like my adventure and animal loving and safeguarding part. And the dog will be a jagt terrier puppy girl.
 
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