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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

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I'm sorry that your thread got missed. How much longer do you think you have before the end?
 
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needaplan

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No problem, it is what it is, should have been more active in the last time, but I had to make peace with myself, idk how long, why r u asking?
 
Lost in a Dream

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No problem, it is what it is, should have been more active in the last time, but I had to make peace with myself, idk how long, why r u asking?
I asked because I wanted to make the effort to be here for you if it was going to be soon. There might be times when I can't be on the site as well so I was also hoping others could be aware so that you wouldn't have to be totally alone when you're looking for support.
 
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Thank u for reacting to my post!!! Idk I guess some time soon, but now is sunset time, it is all about timing
Why do you want to go?
 
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Lost in a Dream

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Why do you want to go?
I have quite a few reasons. I grew up with an abusive father and it's caused me to be mentally unstable, so I've experienced depression on and off my whole life, as well as some very serious anger issues. Between the two of them, I've managed to fuck up some good friendships and have guilt piled on top of it. Seeing the world getting worse every day hasn't helped with anything and seeing my mom die from cancer, which is a death that terrifies me, has been the "last nail in the coffin" for me.

Like you I don't know how long I'll be around either, since I'm only still here because of other family members, but it's not a good enough of a reason to stay alive anymore.
 
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I’m sorry I missed your post as well. I can be here to post or type chat if you like. Can’t do video or voice due to others where I am.
 
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Thank you, too!
I’m sorry I missed your post as well. I can be here to post or type chat if you like. Can’t do video or voice due to others where I am.
I have quite a few reasons. I grew up with an abusive father and it's caused me to be mentally unstable, so I've experienced depression on and off my whole life, as well as some very serious anger issues. Between the two of them, I've managed to fuck up some good friendships and have guilt piled on top of it. Seeing the world getting worse every day hasn't helped with anything and seeing my mom die from cancer, which is a death that terrifies me, has been the "last nail in the coffin" for me.

Like you I don't know how long I'll be around either, since I'm only still here because of other family members, but it's not a good enough of a reason to stay alive anymore.
I totally get you, seeing this world getting worse everyday is unbearable and unbelievable. The loss of a loved one does not make it easier, although I know my mom would want to see me happy.
 
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Lost in a Dream

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I totally get you, seeing this world getting worse everyday is unbearable and unbelievable. The loss of a loved one does not make it easier, although I know my mom would want to see me happy.
I think my mom would want that for me as well and sometimes I guess I hope for that being a possibility sometimes, but I can only see things getting worse for me and the same goes for the rest of the world.
 
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Hi @needaplan , @RoseyBird ,and @Lost in a Dream @Lost in a Dream , condolences on the loss of your mom. @needaplan : sorry you are in so much pain. Definitely can agree with all that things seem to be getting worse. Pretty agonizing to watch. Anyway, sending good wishes to you all
 
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I'm sorry I missed your thread as well. I'm glad you're still here. I can try to be there when you need it.
 

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