[Story] Commitment/Goodbye

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nervousandanxious

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This is not a good idea to do it in a hotel! The cleaning ladies will probably see you like this and will be frightened! You should reconsider and postpone this til you’re 100% sure. It might not be as peaceful as you hope. It seems like all suicide methods have some degree of pain cuz the body will fight to stay alive .
 
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mx5nb3

mx5nb3

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This is not a good idea to do it in a hotel! The cleaning ladies will probably see you like this and will be frightened! You should reconsider and postpone this til you’re 100% sure. It might not be as peaceful as you hope. It seems like all suicide methods have some degree of pain cuz the body will fight to stay alive .
Thank you for ensuring a considerate approach is taken! I will be locking myself in the bathroom, with a note taped to to the outside of the bathroom door. It will say "Do NOT ENTER. Call ems/police." I will have the "do not disturb" sign hung on the outside of the room door to avoid being found too early. I am 100% sure and I do expect mild pain and some vomiting, which I am fine with.
 
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According to your plan, you should be released of your suffering

RIP @mx5nb3
 
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Philosykos

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Was he successful? He wanted to do video call with a member of forum. What happened
Due to technical difficulties, the person in question could not confirm success, only that he took the mixture. He was still alive when these difficulties occurred.
 
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Anonymoussn

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Due to technical difficulties, the person in question could not confirm success, only that he took the mixture. He was still alive when these difficulties occurred.
Did he stop replying after you found out he took the mixture? Was just wondering if he went quickly and comfortably?
 
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Did he stop replying after you found out he took the mixture? Was just wondering if he went quickly and comfortably?
The person in question was to keep a log of everything that happened. Due to unknown reasons however the connection was interrupted at some point and the person in question has no way of knowing what happened after; if he called for emergency services or not and, in case of the latter, how long it took. 'Comfortably' however would likely not be the term the person in question would use for what they witnessed.

As was mx's wish, the person in question is debating on whether to start a new thread with the log of everything they did witness, even though time to pass out and symptoms occurring after the connection was lost cannot be confirmed.

mx's last wish was denied. I believe his intention to document the procedure came from a noble place to provide those considering SN with another account of what exactly it does to one's body. It is a shame a poor connection made this impossible in the end.
 
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The person in question was to keep a log of everything that happened. Due to unknown reasons however the connection was interrupted at some point and the person in question has no way of knowing what happened after; if he called for emergency services or not and, in case of the latter, how long it took. 'Comfortably' however would likely not be the term the person in question would use for what they witnessed.

As was mx's wish, the person in question is debating on whether to start a new thread with the log of everything they did witness, even though time to pass out and symptoms occurring after the connection was lost cannot be confirmed.

mx's last wish was denied. I believe his intention to document the procedure came from a noble place to provide those considering SN with another account of what exactly it does to one's body. It is a shame a poor connection made this impossible in the end.
I think he has been succeeded. He is at peace now. Pity for his last request.
At least that person can find a way to confirm his death
 
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Unfortunately it does not seem that SN was comfortable, whether he died or not. This is a big hit to the school of thought on SS that SN is comfortable. Regardless, I hope he is well whether he survived or not
 
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I think he has been succeeded. He is at peace now. Pity for his last request.
At least that person can find a way to confirm his death
Doubtful. mx did not share his location with the purpose of not possibly incriminating them. He would have only done so in case he wanted help called, which he did not.
 
KUA

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I hope the witness will released what they saw happen. I don’t think we should have a publication bias on SS. We need to know about the effects, not just the deaths otherwise SS is not educating people in the way it is intended to
 
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Unfortunately it does not seem that SN was comfortable, whether he died or not. This is a big hit to the school of thought on SS that SN is comfortable. Regardless, I hope he is well whether he survived or not

Here is documentation from another case. We already knew it wasnt always entirely comfortable. I think that some discomfort is inevitable with pretty much any method.

I'm not personally taking it as a big hit towards anything.
I hope the witness will released what they saw happen. I don’t think we should have a publication bias on SS. We need to know about the effects, not just the deaths otherwise SS is not educating people in the way it is intended to
I dont think its right that you are pressuring someone to release this. They've already been through a traumatic experience in witnessing one of their dear friends CTB. Not to mention the fact that they have not even witnessed the entire event as was planned, and now are probably conflicted about whether MX would have still wanted the half empty story released.

Give them a break, it's their decision.
 
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Here is documentation from another case. We already knew it wasnt always entirely comfortable. I think that some discomfort is inevitable with pretty much any method.

I'm not personally taking it as a big hit towards anything.

I dont think its right that you are pressuring someone to release this. They've already been through a traumatic experience in witnessing one of their dear friends CTB. Not to mention the fact that they have not even witnessed the entire event as was planned, and now are probably conflicted about whether MX would have still wanted the half empty story released.

Give them a break, it's their decision.
I’m not pressuring them, it’s up to them ultimately. I don’t even know who the witness is. However, I am 99% sure that MX would want it to be released as he wanted to inform others
 
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Brillet

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I haven't met you but I'm still sorry you're leaving us. I hope you'll find your peace <3
 
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aminend

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Unfortunately it does not seem that SN was comfortable, whether he died or not. This is a big hit to the school of thought on SS that SN is comfortable. Regardless, I hope he is well whether he survived or not
Of course there are some uncomfortable levels even at natural death. Mx didnt used any medicine beside SN and we dont know what happened. But it seems he was successful otherwise he come and say us. I still think that SN is the best method for many. There are many successful cases on this froum and others
 
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