ember in the dark
- Dec 7, 2018
Does anyone else feel ridiculously guilt about wanting to ctb before Christmas? I want out as soon as possible but things keep happening to get in the way, not having enough time alone is the main one. I’ve had to push my date back to Wednesday at the earliest and even then I don’t know if I’ll be alone for enough time to carry it out successfully. Then I just feel awful for ctb so close to Christmas since it’ll be hard on my family, my mum was talking to my aunt yesterday about how hard Christmas is without my cousin after she ctb and that kind of makes me want to wait until after, but I just can’t cope with living anymore.