Can someone please help me figure this out?

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LifeCutOpen

LifeCutOpen

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I want to ctb soon but that doesn’t allow for me to stockpile any medications really. I know that pills are the way I want to go. Right now I only have 780mg propranolol, 375mg meclizine, 1.3g trazodone, and a bunch of fluoxetine. How can I make sure it will work? Is there anything I can get OTC to help? I am so scared that it won’t be enough but I can’t wait much longer. :(
 
GoodPersonEffed

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So what will you do if it's not enough and you have to wait? Will you attempt anyway and risk hospitalization and potentially serious health problems?

Propanolol on its own requires a minimum of 8g. For a mix of drugs, check the drug interactions with the tool at the bottom of the Resources Compilation sticky thread under Rules and FAQ. ODs are highly likely to fail though.
 
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LifeCutOpen

LifeCutOpen

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Partial suspension along with this - likely to work?
 
LifeCutOpen

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Probably not, the medicine is just gonna make you sleepy. How are you gonna hang yourself if you're sleepy?
I plan on having everything ready so all I have to do is stick my head in and tighten - I thought being sleepy would help hinder any SI
 
RedDEE

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Being sleepy probably wouldn't help. Being sleepy will reduce your energy, and you kind of need to have a certain amount of energy and awakeness to achieve hanging yourself. When you're sleepy there's a good chance you will just say fuck it and go to sleep instead.


Benzos like xanax would help. At a lower dose it would take away your anxiety without making you too sleepy. Benzos would definitely make it easier.
 
LifeCutOpen

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Being sleepy probably wouldn't help. Being sleepy will reduce your energy, and you kind of need to have a certain amount of energy and awakeness to achieve hanging yourself. When you're sleepy there's a good chance you will just say fuck it and go to sleep instead.


Benzos like xanax would help. At a lower dose it would take away your anxiety without making you too sleepy. Benzos would definitely make it easier.
Ugh good point. :(

Yeah I know benzos would def help, but I can only use what I have on hand. I want to do this tonight. I’m so desperate and I need it to work.