Can anyone hear Frank Sinatra?

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issyishere

issyishere

Goodnight and always remember that’s life
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it’s insane it’s been 2 months. things feel like an eternity ago and also like yesterday. weird. to you time must be infinite and instant. hope you’re enjoying the ride. :heart:
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
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We are still having problems with the site. You are busy! Wanted to say goodnight. Tomorrow is a big day. I hope the news will be good.
 
BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Stan, here it is, an old chestnut for you. This song has been stuck in my head for the last day or so. I miss Mystic & WhyIsLife & you & realjunes & so many more. ;-; I know it's the nature of the site-- blah, blah, blah.
If Mystic is still with us, please bring her back here so we know she's okay & if she's with you, please take care of her. :heart:
And how about some sleep for @Jean4 please, before she collapses and joins you whether you want her there or not! Where's that fucking sandman?! Now going back to bed. Goodnight. :heart:
 
Jean4

Jean4

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Day 9 insomnia
I hope I get some good news today. If it’s bad, I will deal and get through it... but at least I will know.
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
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I’m in bed with the lights out hoping I can get to sleep on night 9. If you can do anything, it would be greatly appreciated.
Keep a protective eye out. He would rather have it come from you than me. It’s a guy thing lol.

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Underscore

Underscore

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Just checking in to say hi and pay my respects to the Man. Sleep well @Jean4
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
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Just checking in to say hi and pay my respects to the Man. Sleep well @Jean4
Still trying. ;)
Night 10 insomnia. We are past the point of being exhausted which is a good thing.

2 month anniversary eve of your CTB. We haven’t forgot, and we are getting ready for your party tomorrow. I bought popcorn!
 
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Carina

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Still trying. ;)
Night 10 insomnia. We are past the point of being exhausted which is a good thing.

2 month anniversary eve of your CTB. We haven’t forgot, and we are getting ready for your party tomorrow. I bought popcorn!
Someone in my office is eating popcorn right now... it reminded me of this thread. It has butter too.
 
Jean4

Jean4

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The site is slow again on the eve you posted you goodbye post. Did you think I was going to sleep through it if I couldn’t get on the site? I wish!
 
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Jean4

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no coming back, no failure. You were never a failure. If only you could have seen that. I hate the person who took away your self esteem and I am so sorry I couldn’t fix it. You were too damaged to fix. I wish I got to you first. Things would have been different.
 
Jean4

Jean4

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Forum is back up on your anniversary. I’m now going to try to sleep even though I can’t. The cats want breakfast and I’m up.
 
faust

faust

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Still trying. ;)
Night 10 insomnia. We are past the point of being exhausted which is a good thing.

2 month anniversary eve of your CTB. We haven’t forgot, and we are getting ready for your party tomorrow. I bought popcorn!
Wish you have a nice party! :heart:
 
L0ne1ygh0st

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Good morning Stan, I hope you're enjoying yourself. I need to pull myself out of bed and make a cheesecake for your party today but I'm sick, so if you could give me a kick that would be great. We all miss you and are thinking of you today :)
 
Jean4

Jean4

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Day 11 no sleep. Had to call the doctor, because my oxygen dropped, pain and lightheaded and dizziness.

Nothing can be done. More of a complaining. It would be so easy to CTB. So very easy. Instead I called the doctor.

You told me it isn’t my time and ordered me not to follow you. I always listened to you. Not stopping now.

Odd this happened on your 2 month anniversary. I really don’t need to be tested. I don’t like the pain.

I miss you. Trying the best I can without you... but nobody is you. Nobody will ever be you.... but I am trying.

Look after @MysticPerception and Azzy who should be in the hospital and send them on back when they are ready.

@Raven Moon @Carina @Morphinekiss @L0ne1ygh0st @Quarky00 @Brick In The Wall @BlueWidow could use some of your strength right now too. :heart:
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
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Day 11 no sleep. Had to call the doctor, because my oxygen dropped, pain and lightheaded and dizziness.

Nothing can be done. More of a complaining. It would be so easy to CTB. So very easy. Instead I called the doctor.

You told me it isn’t my time and ordered me not to follow you. I always listened to you. Not stopping now.

Odd this happened on your 2 month anniversary. I really don’t need to be tested. I don’t like the pain.

I miss you. Trying the best I can without you... but nobody is you. Nobody will ever be you.... but I am trying.

Look after @MysticPerception and Azzy who should be in the hospital and send them on back when they are ready.

@Raven Moon @Carina @Morphinekiss @L0ne1ygh0st @Quarky00 @Brick In The Wall @BlueWidow could use some of your strength right now too. :heart:
I'm sorry you're in rough shape today Jean. I saw your post about your doctor. You have a very cool and understanding doctor! Definitely try to hang onto him as that's rare.
 
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