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I'm aware that the new edition of the PPEH is out but I don't have access to it yet. Does anyone know, either from reading the latest (not March) version, whether there is ANYWHERE in the world right now where you can buy N over the counter.
I don't care about costs or any other concern other than a can anyone say with certainty that if a trip was made to a certain store in a certain town in a particular country, N could be bought. I'll pay £10,000 quid cash to the vet if I have to. Anywhere on the planet is fine. I just want this fucking thing over.

PM me if you have a high level of certainty on this. Scammers can do one.
 
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What do mean man they have it in bbn mexico easy. $50. Buy me a bottle too and I'll pay ya lol
 
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I'm aware that the new edition of the PPEH is out but I don't have access to it yet. Does anyone know, either from reading the latest (not March) version, whether there is ANYWHERE in the world right now where you can buy N over the counter.
I don't care about costs or any other concern other than a can anyone say with certainty that if a trip was made to a certain store in a certain town in a particular country, N could be bought. I'll pay £10,000 quid cash to the vet if I have to. Anywhere on the planet is fine. I just want this fucking thing over.

PM me if you have a high level of certainty on this. Scammers can do one.
Why not N from A?
 
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The OP is in the UK. Sometimes our customs can be a bit tough, especially from a country re-known for drugs
 
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I'm aware that the new edition of the PPEH is out but I don't have access to it yet. Does anyone know, either from reading the latest (not March) version, whether there is ANYWHERE in the world right now where you can buy N over the counter.
I don't care about costs or any other concern other than a can anyone say with certainty that if a trip was made to a certain store in a certain town in a particular country, N could be bought. I'll pay £10,000 quid cash to the vet if I have to. Anywhere on the planet is fine. I just want this fucking thing over.

PM me if you have a high level of certainty on this. Scammers can do one.
Offering 10k will make you open to scammers
 
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I am guessing he is happy to do it in country, as long as he knows he can get there and have a near enough guarantee he can get it
 
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The OP is in the UK. Sometimes our customs can be a bit tough, especially from a country re-known for drugs
I'm living in Thailand atm mate - which is even worse, customs-wise lol
Offering 10k will make you open to scammers
I'm not offering anything to anyone on here. I was just making the point that 10k of even shitty post-Brexit pounds might be worth some vet in Peru [or wherever] deciding to sell the gringo a couple of bottles, no question asked.
I am guessing he is happy to do it in country, as long as he knows he can get there and have a near enough guarantee he can get it
TBH I'd rather do it back in the UK - near where I grew up. But UK customs after Brexit may be even worse than they are now so I'm prepared to go to another country if i have to. Favourite would be Peru because I wouldn't mind seeing Machu Piccu before I sign off.
What do mean man they have it in bbn mexico easy. $50. Buy me a bottle too and I'll pay ya lol
What's BBN?
 
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I'm living in Thailand atm mate - which is even worse, customs-wise lol

I'm not offering anything to anyone on here. I was just making the point that 10k of even shitty post-Brexit pounds might be worth some vet in Peru [or wherever] deciding to sell the gringo a couple of bottles, no question asked.

TBH I'd rather do it back in the UK - near where I grew up. But UK customs after Brexit may be even worse than they are now so I'm prepared to go to another country if i have to. Favourite would be Peru because I wouldn't mind seeing Machu Piccu before I sign off.

What's BBN?
I admire your conviction. Good luck. It's going to be sad when all my favorite funny people are gone. Especially the Brits.
 
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I'm aware that the new edition of the PPEH is out but I don't have access to it yet. Does anyone know, either from reading the latest (not March) version, whether there is ANYWHERE in the world right now where you can buy N over the counter.
I don't care about costs or any other concern other than a can anyone say with certainty that if a trip was made to a certain store in a certain town in a particular country, N could be bought. I'll pay £10,000 quid cash to the vet if I have to. Anywhere on the planet is fine. I just want this fucking thing over.

PM me if you have a high level of certainty on this. Scammers can do one.
By that logic just go to the suicide capital of the world I forgot which it was but there is a Nordic country that allows people for assisted suicide aka euthanasia I wish I lived there. It honestly has much better freedoms than even American freedoms which seriously we need the right for euthanasia things would be so much simpler in this world if we did
 
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I'm living in Thailand atm mate - which is even worse, customs-wise lol
Don't know too much about Thailand but I have a feeling it will be 'who you know' rather than 'what you know'. Need to find some shady guys who do regular drug dealing and maybe use that to get what you want. someone posted a short documentary about a woman taking here own life, I think she was in Thailand. They filmed from a distance her getting her N from a trade done in a car in the middle of the night.
 
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Talking of scammers... Look at this PM I got from someone called life+me=error


Hey,

I saw your thread about you wanting to get your hands on N. I have N and I am willing to sell it for a high price.

I am in Germany tho. If you come here we can meet in person in public.

I have the conversation with A and my N's shipping details as prove that the N is legit with the blue lid.

Let me know,




Willing to sell it for a high price. Jesus fucking Christ what a little worm you are mate. Making some dirt-poor Peruvian vet employee £10k richer would be immensely satisfying. Giving it to some greedy grifter trying to cash in on other people's misery?
I'd rather burn it.
Shame on you and I hope you're banned.
 
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Talking of scammers... Look at this PM I got from someone called life+me=error


Hey,

I saw your thread about you wanting to get your hands on N. I have N and I am willing to sell it for a high price.

I am in Germany tho. If you come here we can meet in person in public.

I have the conversation with A and my N's shipping details as prove that the N is legit with the blue lid.

Let me know,




Willing to sell it for a high price. Jesus fucking Christ what a little worm you are mate. Making some dirt-poor Peruvian vet employee £10k richer would be immensely satisfying. Giving it to some greedy grifter trying to cash in on other people's misery?
I'd rather burn it.
Shame on you and I hope you're banned.
Did you report them?
I did send you a message but only saying that it’s easy to get in India but I can’t prove if it’s legit.
I do hope you find the answer you are looking for. As stan said you’d be likely to get it in Thailand maybe on the dark net. Have you access to SN over there?
 
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Don't know too much about Thailand but I have a feeling it will be 'who you know' rather than 'what you know'. Need to find some shady guys who do regular drug dealing and maybe use that to get what you want. someone posted a short documentary about a woman taking here own life, I think she was in Thailand. They filmed from a distance her getting her N from a trade done in a car in the middle of the night.
Thanks mate but I have zero plans to get involved with anything that'd get me anywhere close to Thai LE. I've been banged up in the US and the UK in my time but I NEVER want to see the inside of a Thai jail.
Did you report them?
I did send you a message but only saying that it’s easy to get in India but I can’t prove if it’s legit.
I do hope you find the answer you are looking for. As stan said you’d be likely to get it in Thailand maybe on the dark net. Have you access to SN over there?
I did report them, yes. Feel like I need to take a shower just to clean the wrongness of it off me. Shocking, isn't it?
And thank you for the PM.
 
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Thanks mate but I have zero plans to get involved with anything that'd get me anywhere close to Thai LE. I've been banged up in the US and the UK in my time but I NEVER want to see the inside of a Thai jail.

I did report them, yes. Feel like I need to take a shower just to clean the wrongness of it off me. Shocking, isn't it?
And thank you for the PM.
As you said where there is misery there is profit.
Phenobarbital is easier to get and I’ve sent some enquiries but takes longer to drift off peacefully but it what’s used in Exit and Dignitas.
 
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Thanks mate but I have zero plans to get involved with anything that'd get me anywhere close to Thai LE. I've been banged up in the US and the UK in my time but I NEVER want to see the inside of a Thai jail.

I did report them, yes. Feel like I need to take a shower just to clean the wrongness of it off me. Shocking, isn't it?
And thank you for the PM.
I really don't blame you. I've heard about the Bangkok Hilton! Hopefully somebody will be able to update the latest PPH.

The OP is in the UK. Sometimes our customs can be a bit tough, especially from a country re-known for drugs
I know, right? That's why I am hesitant to buy it. The US seems to have better luck.
 
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Talking of scammers... Look at this PM I got from someone called life+me=error


Hey,

I saw your thread about you wanting to get your hands on N. I have N and I am willing to sell it for a high price.

I am in Germany tho. If you come here we can meet in person in public.

I have the conversation with A and my N's shipping details as prove that the N is legit with the blue lid.

Let me know,




Willing to sell it for a high price. Jesus fucking Christ what a little worm you are mate. Making some dirt-poor Peruvian vet employee £10k richer would be immensely satisfying. Giving it to some greedy grifter trying to cash in on other people's misery?
I'd rather burn it.
Shame on you and I hope you're banned.
Why do you refer to life+me=error as a scammer? Because he wants to sell something? Something you made clear you were looking for? They didn't even say you would have to pay 10,000.
 
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What do mean man they have it in bbn mexico easy. $50. Buy me a bottle too and I'll pay ya lol
I’m back in states. It wasn’t easy to get in Peeu. although I didn’t specifically go to all places listed PPH. One of the places specifically listed wouldn’t sell it, progensa or something. I’m attempting to recover from the problem I have that makes me suicidal. My future is nebulous but mexico PPH locations have to be better than Peru
 
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Talking of scammers... Look at this PM I got from someone called life+me=error


Hey,

I saw your thread about you wanting to get your hands on N. I have N and I am willing to sell it for a high price.

I am in Germany tho. If you come here we can meet in person in public.

I have the conversation with A and my N's shipping details as prove that the N is legit with the blue lid.

Let me know,




Willing to sell it for a high price. Jesus fucking Christ what a little worm you are mate. Making some dirt-poor Peruvian vet employee £10k richer would be immensely satisfying. Giving it to some greedy grifter trying to cash in on other people's misery?
I'd rather burn it.
Shame on you and I hope you're banned.

I agree with @sleepy dog. You're the one who said you're desperate for N. Why is @Life+me=error considered a scammer for trying to fulfill your request? Your post doesnt make sense.

Don't complain about price if you arent willing to go through the process and risk of getting the product and someone else is. It's called risk premium. This post sounds like the boy who cried wolf.
 
liverpoolfan

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Why do you refer to life+me=error as a scammer? Because he wants to sell something? Something you made clear you were looking for? They didn't even say you would have to pay 10,000.
Making a profit off a suicidal person is the actions of a cunt, IMHO. If you're cool with that sort of behaviour that's between you and your own conscience, mate.
 
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I agree with @sleepy dog. You're the one who said you're desperate for N. Why is @Life+me=error considered a scammer for trying to fulfill your request? Your post doesnt make sense.

Don't complain about price if you arent willing to go through the process and risk of getting the product and someone else is. It's called risk premium. This post sounds like the boy who cried wolf.
I refer you to the above response. If you think profiting off of suicidal people is fine and dandy then that's between you and your conscience.
Me personally, if I had N I didn't need, I'd either give it to someone who did need it for free - or at most just ask for what I paid for it. But that's just the way I conduct myself. You do you.
Dignitas charges 10k for a consult. No guarantees. Nem is not easy to get, hence the price, supply and demand.
Plus Dignitas requires you to have some terminal or serious medical condition. No use to me.
 
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I refer you to the above response. If you think profiting off of suicidal people is fine and dandy then that's between you and your conscience.
Me personally, if I had N I didn't need, I'd either give it to someone who did need it for free - or at most just ask for what I paid for it. But that's just the way I conduct myself. You do you.

Plus Dignitas requires you to have some terminal or serious medical condition. No use to me.
Fair enough response. Read pph and use your 10k to find it at said locations. I visited Peru. Randomly asked places and couldn’t find. One of said places on pph listed. I’d imagine places off grid in Mexico wouldn’t be hard. I lost steam in my quest. Maybe use your last days to find and help others.
 
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Me personally, if I had N I didn't need, I'd either give it to someone who did need it for free - or at most just ask for what I paid for it. But that's just the way I conduct myself. You do you.
I just love the virtue signaling here. I guess that makes you better than everyone else, huh? Gimme a break!

Good luck...
 
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I just love the virtue signaling here. I guess that makes you better than everyone else, huh? Gimme a break!

Good luck...
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liverpoolfan

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You stated those things. Somebody tried to give you what you wanted and you reported them and called them a scammer.

I won't be responding anymore to this thread.
"To the vet" was the key phrase. The idea being that £10k would be a life changing amount for some Peruvian vet/shop assistant and giving them that money would be a nice last deed to do - and it would make me feel good that I'd helped someone who wasn't even expecting to be helped. Maybe you don't get the impulse to help others, or enjoy doing so.
Personally I'll feel a sense of satisfaction knowing I did something good and kind before swigging down the final drink of my life.

Anyway. What I definitely didn't say was "I want to give 10k to some unscrupulous forum user looking to make a massive profit".

If you can't see the moral/ethical differences in the two scenarios then there really is no common understanding to be had.
Fair enough response. Read pph and use your 10k to find it at said locations. I visited Peru. Randomly asked places and couldn’t find. One of said places on pph listed. I’d imagine places off grid in Mexico wouldn’t be hard. I lost steam in my quest. Maybe use your last days to find and help others.
That's the idea mate. You can't take your money with you, can you? And it'd feel great to CTB knowing you've helped someone out.
Problem is, other than yourself, no one here seems to have 1st hand experience of buying N in Peru and your time there obviously didn't go to plan. I don't really fancy Mexico as my last view of this planet. No offense to Mexico - but Peru just seems more exotic and of course they have that whole Machu Piccu thing going for them.

If I do go I'll be sure to post about it here and if I get a successful sale I'll invite people to PM for the location/price.
 
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"To the vet" was the key phrase. The idea being that £10k would be a life changing amount for some Peruvian vet/shop assistant and giving them that money would be a nice last deed to do - and it would make me feel good that I'd helped someone who wasn't even expecting to be helped. Maybe you don't get the impulse to help others, or enjoy doing so.
Personally I'll feel a sense of satisfaction knowing I did something good and kind before swigging down the final drink of my life.

Anyway. What I definitely didn't say was "I want to give 10k to some unscrupulous forum user looking to make a massive profit".

If you can't see the moral/ethical differences in the two scenarios then there really is no common understanding to be had.
You probably should spend at least 9K traveling the world. You seem to lack perspective.

People who are poor in Peru are not working in vet shops. People who are poor are walking around the countryside barefoot living in a 1 room shack sleeping on the floor; and running up the mountains/ rainforests in sandals with holes in the bottom carrying book bags full of supplies for tourists for a meer $5 / day. I'd bet my bank account they don't have any clue what N is because they haven't ever seen the inside of a school.
 
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