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Venting Blacklisted on one of my favorite websites.

Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

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I've been a member of a video website for over a year now, and it came to my attention today that I've been blacklisted there, solely because I don't subscribe to a few member's very hateful and paranoid delusional political views.

It was a place I enjoyed going to because it was an escape. I could watch funny and gross videos and post funny and gross comments, and just forget about my problems for a while.

When I logged in today I noticed someone had unfriended me, and I had no idea why. Then I happened to find a post where someone had listed my name, along with 36 others, as being an "enemy" of their sick political cause. I checked my profile and half my "friends" had unfriended me.

I know I shouldn't care, but I've suffered so much rejection recently that it's really got me down. Like, when will it end?
I feel like life itself is trying to send me a message: "just fucking kill yourself already. Everyone hates you, no one wants to be your friend. Stop trying and just kill yourself".

I'm just venting. Just needed to say something about it to someone, since I don't have any friends I can talk to. Thanks for listening.
 
Sprite_Geist

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It's very understandable and expected that you feel upset because a friend has cut you off. However: if someone rejects you so easily then were you really friends? Also if they have a "sick political cause" then that is a person that you don't want to have a relationship with.

Please do not tell yourself that no one wants to be your friend because of what happened with one individual.
 
BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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It's very understandable and expected that you feel upset because a friend has cut you off. However: if someone rejects you so easily then were you really friends? Also if they have a "sick political cause" then that is a person that you don't want to have a relationship with.

Please do not tell yourself that no one wants to be your friend because of what happened with one individual.
Very well said, mate.
 
Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

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It's very understandable and expected that you feel upset because a friend has cut you off. However: if someone rejects you so easily then were you really friends? Also if they have a "sick political cause" then that is a person that you don't want to have a relationship with.

Please do not tell yourself that no one wants to be your friend because of what happened with one individual.
Oh, it's not one individual, it's a pattern with me. It happens all the time.

And, yah, you're right - I don't need these assholes as "friends". Now I'm trying to decide if I want to just bail on the website altogether, or stick around and ridicule them for being hateful paranoid delusionals. I learned what they are today: Qanon. I'd never heard of that before. If you haven't either, Google it. It's batshit insane.
 
cryptic__egg

cryptic__egg

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big cringe, but there are always other sites
 
Caspers

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Have you thought about making a different account with a different name? Then you could still go on that site, but hopefully without the negatives from your last account
 
Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

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Have you thought about making a different account with a different name? Then you could still go on that site, but hopefully without the negatives from your last account
I've considered it. I dunno...
 
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