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Azzy69

Azzy69

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I've been in the midst of a manic episode for two weeks. Last night I cleaned out my cupboard, organized clothes in accordance to their colour and shape. I ended up getting 2 hours of sleep and I still feel very alert and wired up. I tried to see if I could sleep tonight but I don't think that's going to happen, so I might get up again, maybe for the day even. It's only 10pm too. I made a doctors appointment for this week to see if I can get on a higher dose of medication or whether or not there is something more I can do. So yeah, Does anyone else have bipolar OR have any manic episode stories?
 
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Azzy69

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Organise stuff on your computer/e-mail?
I've already got files neatly places in different folders. I could always put my clothes in alphabetical order. This is starting to sound like OCD lol
 
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I've already got files neatly places in different folders. I could always put my clothes in alphabetical order. This is starting to sound like OCD lol
I see you've been thorough! Nah, don't go down that path. :) I don't know, do you think you could watch a movie/read a book?
 
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I see you've been thorough! Nah, don't go down that path. :) I don't know, do you think you could watch a movie/read a book?
I think I could watch a movie perhaps. Today actually, I crashed for about 10 minutes I went out to the beach and I saw everyone happy and I just started crying. I went and sat on this bench for about 15 minutes then I started feeling fine and I went home. So annoying
 
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I think I could watch a movie perhaps. Today actually, I crashed for about 10 minutes I went out to the beach and I saw everyone happy and I just started crying. I went and sat on this bench for about 15 minutes then I started feeling fine and I went home. So annoying
Mixing with the world when you're high-strung is tough. I hope you find a nice movie. Maybe avoid anything too happy crappy because with me, it can just make me angry. Tell us if you discover a nice one! :hug:
 
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