In those days, men will seek death but not find it
- Mar 26, 2020
My first thought was popping a cyanide pill just before shooting, but apparently cyanide is a controlled substance that's extremely difficult to obtain. I just want to make sure that if I somehow mess up, I'll still die from something else. Even if it isn't totally painless, it would be better than being "rescued" or bleeding out. Any other ideas?