Anyone Else Constantly On The Verge Of Tears?

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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
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F**k Knows
I know the feeling, I am trying not to drink today, instead Im blitzing the house, as I was told drink makes the feeling worse, I call bullshit! rum makes me feel a little happier
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
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South Dakota
I was when I first got to this tiny rural town where I’m at. I was still heartbroken over this guy and now I was also in middle of nowhere. It was worse when I was taking the speed pills still. It got better now that I stopped those for over a week. I can’t really cry but I definitely feel hopeless and just kind of like fuck me what am I going to do now lol! This sucks. I do cry a little bit many days though just not like I was. Before I was balling regularly full stop. It was really terrible
 
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mediocre

mediocre

stuck in an alternative universe
Nov 9, 2019
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Ireland
Yes I am constantly in a heightened state of anxiety because of my physical pain. No matter who I turn to nobody helps me and at the same time I feel like I can’t escape this body. It’s so awful.
 
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Misery99

Misery99

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May 12, 2020
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I used to cry a lot years ago but now I can't even cry..crying used to help me to let it go.Now I have to bottle up my feelings inside and suffer without being able to let it go.It's worse not being able to cry and have all your sad emotions hidden inside you.
 
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Tragoedia Vitae

Tragoedia Vitae

Veteran
Oct 14, 2018
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I’m at the point where I can feel tears welling up all the time......I essentially wasted the last 5 years of my life pursuing an unattainable goal and now I’m at a major crossroads in my life. I have to make a very difficult transition to something entirely different from what I’ve been doing for the last few years and I have absolutely no idea if it’ll work out. I’m just groping and stumbling blindly in pitch black darkness. I feel so worthless and lost.....I wouldn’t wish any of this on my worst enemy.

Honestly, it would be much easier to have one last good cry and then blow my brains out.
 
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