- May 12, 2020
I used to think that I had depression only but now I think that I might have bipolar disorder too because I have suicidal thoughts in my mind 24/7. I used to take the same antidepressants for years for my depression but it left me with a terrible physical side effect so I had to stop taking them some days ago. When I took them I felt a mental relief even though it was not permanent. Now I can't even have it. I also believe that I have autism or aspergers because I have all the characteristics of someone who have it.I have poor social skills and intense compassion,empathy and connection with animals more than humans. All these conditions makes my mind a living hell. I can't have peace in my mind. I suffer emotionally every second.