“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
The thing is it will kill you and cause a bunch of other problems. but i see what you meant.I dunno. I could quite happily live on coke, but I can't afford it. But the fact that I only feel alive when on stimulants makes me feel suicidal.
well yae im sure there are plenty of people who have tried this stuff and no success. it won't work for everyone like i said. I'm in the same boat. gonna try to live as long and happily as i can. if it doesn't work out then I'll ctb.Although the op comes across in the op a little naïve I'm certainly not going to attack them. I've been suicidal on and off since I was around 15 I've tried all of these things and more. I'm giving life a chance for reasons one more time but I'm fully prepared to CTB if I feel things aren't getting better. I do appreciate the meaning behind the thread op this didn't deserve to get so derailed.