- Sep 5, 2020
People say if you need me, I'm here whenever you want. Reality is that lasts about a week in the best case scenario. I wish people would stop saying it if they didn't mean it because it only is there to make them feel good. When someone kills themself, people say I wish they would open up. Reality is that if they open up, then people would leave their lives because no one wants to be around a suicidal person. They wouldn't open up because people are going to ostracize them. The stigma exists because people don't actually care and only say these things because want to feel better about themselves instead of actually stepping up. People are gonna drop a suicidal person 99% of the time. 99% of people don't care and I wish they would be honest about it or delegate to some professional whose job it is to listen to you. I've learned to hide my suicidal thoughts so people would stop dropping me. I lie about it and say I'm doing on top of the world because no one actually cares.