If you can't fix what's broken you'll go insane.
- Nov 7, 2019
I'm 27. Never had a girlfriend. I am not ugly but never had luck with women due to my personality. I'm a very shy quiet person but with a troubled mind. And now with depression and all this is very difficult and a break-up could lead me to finally ctb . I feel embarrased when I say to therapists that I've never been in a relationship but at least I tell the truth. I know that there are lots of guys who have a wife and children who kill themselves so I know my ctb thoughts will still be in my mind if I'm in a relationship but this partially is why I want to ctb. I have other more important problems though. Sometimes I think love is not for me and I shouldn't worry about that but for some reason it bothers me that I never had a girlfriend.