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  1. O

    Just got insulted and threatened at a doctor's office...

    I am completely drained. I used up a week's worth of energy in a few hours because of a horrible person. My pretty decent doctor moved so I was seeing a new one today to get established. He wasn't quite as helpful as I had hoped but not the worst so I was going to give it a chance. Enter his...
  2. T

    What's your story?

    This is my story it's a story of me, and a few mental ill friends of mine. Sorry it may be a little disjointed I'm really scatter brained and just needed a place to get this off my chest. One of them has depression, and has aspergers I think he might be someone I could maybe talk to but I feel...
  3. R

    [Venting] I fucking hate the mosque shooting

    When I first heard about that mosque shooting I first thought it was going to be like the other events that happened, will be talked about for about a week or 2 and then be forgotten about. But this, this is fucking annoying, the media is just constantly talking about this, and reddit is now...
  4. Pepega

    [Story] My story so far...a lot to read :)

    So this turned to be a lot longer than I expected, I cant even post it so I'm gonna put the rest in comments section, It's the first time I express my emotions on the internet like this, while typing I even remembered things that I long forgot about but I didn't put them all here because it's...
  5. Plankter

    [Venting] Hypocrisy of society

    Similar things may have been posted before, as what I'm going to say is quite a popular opinion. I'm only sharing this with you guys to satisfy my biological/psychological need to exchange information regarding myself with other members of my species. I can't stand how hypocritical society is...
  6. Bentley Goldman

    Burn with Osama for what ?

    Today I took a 19-hour nap but I still feel tired because I am the type of tired sleep doesn´t fix. I feel nothing, I feel dead. But even though we´re all dead lets all slug around just to exist huh ... Because according to religion we´re going to burn ... with the terrorists...
  7. M

    [Venting] Thank you Guys

    I'm feeling super down right now so I guess that's why I decided to just give my first post. Well just wanted to thank everyone on this site and how I was blessed to find ss on Reddi long ago because it changed my life I used to be so hopefully with all the "suicide is wrong. there is hope for...
  8. C

    Unloading

    This site attracts a mixed bag of people. All walks of life. I just want to unload. I don’t know what to say. I have been so up and so down. So deluded and so estranged. I have pushed away all my friends. I have become a stranger to myself. Some here wish to die due to terrible diseases. Some...
  9. AlreadyDeadInside

    Vent to me

    I just want to tell you all if any of you want's to talk to someone about the shit that has happened in their lives, just pm me or we can talk in discord of you want, i'm a good listener :)
  10. C

    [Venting] Help the guy and his sister

    Help the guy and his sister, Welp the man and nothing against her, For I don’t know the whole story, Of their life, But I know, This falls on my own, For I am generous, It is dangerous, Not for you, But for me, This will end in misery, And despair, Out of desperation, This cry for help, For I...
  11. C

    [Venting] Suicidal thoughts

    Suicidal thoughts, They come and go, I reap what I sow, For my sins, They create me, But they destroy me, For I am broken, There are no tokens, For this emptiness, It is not loneliness, That bothers me, What is smothering me? For if God does exist, Please forgive me, For everything that I’ve...
  12. 15dec

    [Venting] Relationships

    Anyone else have ridiculous luck with relationships? I feel kinda dumb making this thread because I’m one of the young users here so I obviously haven’t dealt with as much as the rest of you have, but I still feel like I’ve had pretty awful luck especially considering how young I am. So, I’ve...
  13. I am ___________

    [Venting] I didn't choose this....

    [Day 2 Road to ctb]: I sit here lamenting in my own pity, surrounded by cold walls of white. In this room I feel safe, inside these walls I feel safe. There are no inhabitants besides me, and I am ok with that. I hear a echo coming from towards the end of this vast empty space, the sound seems...
  14. Into The Wild

    [Venting] I'm so done...

    I think tonight I have finally had enough. Not in a "I am going to definitely CTB tonight" but that I have decided it is the right thing to do. Now I just need to build up my confidence/grit to do it. Why? Why indeed...I think in a way this has been inevitable. I had a pretty difficult...
  15. willowtrees0

    [Venting] My birthday and packing my things

    I plan to ctb in our spare bedroom so this week I organized and decorated it into a actual bedroom instead of a storage room. I did a little work around the house and some organizing that i have been meaning to do for a while. I washed all of my summer clothes and packed them up. I plan to pack...
  16. Niko

    [Help] Just gonna unload..

    Okay Ill just post this here because i have literally no one in my life I can talk to about this, and I feel like i'm just gonna burst otherwise. So I'm basically Trapped right now: I've been working as a Nighttime Front Desk Agent at a hotel for a year now. I'm basically a babysitter for a...
  17. Manaaja

    [Venting] My friend is just making up his problems

    (Note: I have met him irl a few times, but these days we only talk on chat.) I have a friend who has many times complained about one problem or another, but every time his problems end up smelling made up. 1st example: He has told me a lot of times that he has a lot of friends (both irl and...
  18. D

    Humankind is pathetic

    SERIOUSLY!! "Suicide prevention"? What a joke. You would think they would want to prevent just IRRATIONAL suicide. I think how you do that is for every country to have a "Dignitas" (and I know I've said that before but it's definitely still true). If they did this, this would help those that had...
  19. nzdarkshark

    [Venting] I feel like i'm a bad person.

    I don't care if no one sees this or cares about it I just need to vent. I am such a failure as a friend, as a person. I'm pushing everyone away; my friends, my family, my girlfriend. Everyone. Everyday I get worse and lie and tell people what they want to hear so an argument doesn't occur. My...
  20. Plankter

    Completely natural things that you can't stand

    What are some things that are considered normal by society that drive you crazy ? Let me start, I hate facial hair. Having to shave every week is a completely useless and time wasting task and its absolutely disgusting. I loathe myself every time my beard or moustache grows long (>0.5 cm)
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