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  1. GemCami

    [Venting] Id just like to tell my story...

    Im Cami. Im 27. Im a transwoman. I think. Lately i dont really know who or what i am anymore. I started my transition 4 years ago. I had something. A passion, a desire to be me, a desire to be something i quickly found out i cant be. In the last 2 years ive moved homes, cities, lost everything i...
  2. leonfreak

    I'm trying very hard

    I am checking myself in to phych again tomorrow to have ECT again (because I didn't finish my treatments last time) because I have a stable living situation, a healthy relationship, friends, but I still feel empty. If this doesn't work I am going to hang myself with a belt via my bathroom door...
  3. GrizzlyGrapefruit

    Roller coaster of emotions

    I am absolutely at my least stable point I have ever been in my life. These past 7 months have been the most hellish days my life has had to offer, even in comparison to when everything started going downhill 4 years ago. At the beginning of this year I was at such a low point that I...
  4. muretax

    [Venting] Depression Session

    I’m just going to jump right into it. I left a management position last year to take care of my mental health. I almost didn’t make it this far and I’m not sure how I feel about that. I’ve been unemployed since late last October and I got my first interview for a new job next week and usually...
  5. Cookiedough8956

    [Venting] Just stop!

    people need to stop belittling other people! You DONT know the whole story, and you CANNOT bring that person down just bc you dont think their problems are not serious enough. Everyones personal problems are big to them; obviously. You have no right to jump to conclusions. So please Stop with...
  6. whisper_willow

    [Venting] I don't think I have long for this world.

    Hello, Willow here. As the title states I don't think I have long for this world. I really want to live I think, but i can't keep going on like this. my life is getting worse. i'm tired of taking pills, I'm too tired to work anymore. I can't hardly function at work and I'm not going to get...
  7. 15dec

    [Venting] Relationships

    Anyone else have ridiculous luck with relationships? I feel kinda dumb making this thread because I’m one of the young users here so I obviously haven’t dealt with as much as the rest of you have, but I still feel like I’ve had pretty awful luck especially considering how young I am. So, I’ve...
  8. 15dec

    Why Does The Public Get Outraged Over Nothing And Ignore Real Issues?

    So, a cafe called Greggs here in the UK started producing vegan sausage rolls, and for some reason plenty of people find this horrifying and are stupidly angry over it. https://apple.news/ArNJM2bNWQSWS3N8FhkuATg And I just... what? It’s a vegan sausage roll, it’s not replacing the normal sausage...
  9. Floraknife

    Self-fulfilling prophecy...

    Does anyone else find themselves helplessly doing increasingly shitty things to justify your desire to ctb to yourself? Sorry this is such a short post and I still haven't gotten back to anyone on my last post but yeah this is just a burning question on my mind atm
  10. 15dec

    [Venting] “Cry for help”

    I absolutely hate when people say suicide attempts are ‘cries for help’ or ‘attention seeking’. My parents told the mental health worker who assessed me a few weeks ago that the hospital staff treating me after one of my attempts said it was only a cry for help. I don’t get what people are...
  11. 15dec

    [Venting] Why do i bother

    Since deciding I was going to ctb I’ve been putting a lot of thought into how it’s going to impact all my loved ones but honestly I don’t know why I bother, I just found out all my friends have made plans without me across all of Christmas or they’ve just uninvited me. I feel like I try really...
  12. 15dec

    [Venting] Heard some bad news

    I had a pretty deep conversation with my dad this morning. I had an argument with my mum and she stormed out and when I was venting to my dad about things she does, like making me feel guilty for feeling depressed and moving/losing my belongings and blaming me for it, he ended up telling me a...
  13. 15dec

    [Story] Cousins ctb

    I've never really been able to talk about this in detail, but this seems like a perfect place to talk about it. Two of my cousins ctb, one before I was born (I’ll call him K) and the other two years ago (I’ll call her A). It bothers me for a lot of reasons and it’s mostly how my family (and the...
  14. Niko

    [Help] Just gonna unload..

    Okay Ill just post this here because i have literally no one in my life I can talk to about this, and I feel like i'm just gonna burst otherwise. So I'm basically Trapped right now: I've been working as a Nighttime Front Desk Agent at a hotel for a year now. I'm basically a babysitter for a...
  15. D

    [Venting] Police took me to hospital

    I'm sitting in the hospital and my legs are shaking I've got a headache from my attempt and my left eye keeps twitching (probably brain damage nice) I just want to be dead and these people keep stopping me My life seriously isn't worth living anymore and I wish they'd understand
  16. Rocky M

    Suicide in due time

    I’m not quite sure what I’m going to do. I don’t even have a method or a time figured out yet. All I know is that I don’t want to be around anymore. I’ve felt this way for several years, and nobody knows that it’s not a joke. I’ve come close to jumping out into traffic on multiple occasions, but...
  17. Sundayafternoon

    [Venting] Hi

    Hi.I'm here from Reddit. The early SS days. I'm lonely. Overwhelmed. Annoyed. Anxious. Most of all I'm frustrated with my lack of determination to end my life. I won't live and I can't die. They say I should call someone if I feel like this. Call and say what? Tell someone how I feel...