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  1. D

    [Venting] How I feel

    After crying and feeling heavy from wanting to end it so much I am EXHAUSTED. And I am tired of feeling exhausted. Plus I’ve never been in a relationship, and I’m so jealous of that. I don’t know if it’s pathetic or you guys can relate, but when I see someone attractive of the opposite sex I...
  2. Baskol1

    [Discussion] Days where you feel great?

    I have some days where i actually feel happy for some time, unfortunately they are rare and short. But they exist, and thats probably why i havent kill myself already. Because there are days where my anxiety is completely gone, and it feels great. Do you have days where your problems are gone...
  3. Baskol1

    [Discussion] People think im happy

    Do people think of you too as a happy person? Especially people who dont know you too well? In my case its because i have a mask on. I dont want to show people my real feelings, it is too dangerous. To people think too that youre generally a cheerful and happy person?
  4. Baskol1

    [Discussion] Did the police treat you like a criminal too?

    As i was suicidal, and my parents called the cops on me, well not directly the cops, but the cops came too, they treated me like i was a potential murderer. They treated me like i was a criminal, and not just a thief, but a real dangerous criminal. I did not want to go to the psychiatric...
  5. Baskol1

    [Discussion] Is Suicide always irrational?

    Many people say suicide is always irrational. But is this really always the case? I guess in many cases suicide is irrational, but are there cases where it might be completely rational? And why does society try to keep us desperately alive? Why is suicide still a completely taboo topic in...
  6. D

    [Venting] want to end it so bad

    thinking so much about buying a rope and just doing it. Why can’t I do it I must be a coward, and I feel like such a bad person. I think I am, and I have 0 significance to anyone alive... really wanna go.
  7. D

    [Help] I can’t go on anymore

    today was really awful for me. was making plans in my head to hang myself. But I remembered this site and thought maybe I should try to reach out. for me I’ve been bullied a lot in life. And it’s been hard because I really internalized those things. I’ve been called ugly behind my back by this...
  8. FatherDeath

    everything is wrong

    No matter what I do It seems I’m always being told “you wouldn't be able to do that” or “you couldn’t do this because blank” like even when I go out and try to find a job the job I find is never good enough for someone. It’s starting to feel like i can’t do anything to make anyone happy and it...
  9. whyidon'tknow

    Thoughts on my ctb plan

    So I have a plan that i’ve been mulling around with and wanted to know what you guys thought. It would be full suspension. I would take 20 xanax and while I wait for it to kick in get my rope tied and around my neck tight. I can do this quickly. Then wait until I eventually pass out or...
  10. T

    I’m ready to go...I just don’t want it to hurt

    ’ve been trying to find an older generator to die via carbon monoxide poisoning. I read about Conrad Roy (the texting suicide case) using one in his truck to effectively commit suicide. If I have no luck with locating a generator, I bought everything necessary to run the fumes from my exhaust...
  11. whyidon'tknow

    [Discussion] Failed hanging stories?

    Anyone come across stories of people who have failed at hanging, specifically full suspension? General hanging attempt thread Will post what I find. Some in here. A collective mix...
  12. I want to die

    [Discussion] Am I the only one?

    I can’t help but feel like a big failure whenever I fail a suicide attempt. Am I the only one or are you happy that you didn’t succeed ? No need for details, just general feeling :)
  13. omsoc

    [Help] Gun shot suicide?

    Hi everyone, new member here. Basically to cut to the chase. How badly would a head shot hurt? I’m guessing it would be instant to the point where pain receptors don’t have time to react? I need your help because, this would be my preferred method of going out next to hanging or maybe an exit...
  14. lost in my mind

    [Help] Suicidel paragraphs ?

    Do any of you know some good suicidel writing? Like some sort of paragraphs that can describe what it feels like to suffer like that and why people decide to ctb.. I want to add someone to my note and I want something that can describe it pretty well in order to make them realize and understand...
  15. ☆SadUnicorn☆

    Can this kill you?

    A very stupid thought What about putting a rope rlly right around ur neck and passing out/sleeping like that. What is the worst that could happen?
  16. ☆SadUnicorn☆

    I just wanna leave

    I just wanna die. I wish there was some easy way out that doesn't have a way back. I only could slit wrist rlly atm but it's never possible I never can deep enough. Idk what to do. I just can't handle all this pain over and over again. I rlly don't want this anymore
  17. Memento Mori

    Suicide Memes

    And so it begun... I like the comparison of tryin suicide unsucessfully with a boring, never ending job u hate :D
  18. I am ___________

    [Venting] I didn't choose this....

    [Day 2 Road to ctb]: I sit here lamenting in my own pity, surrounded by cold walls of white. In this room I feel safe, inside these walls I feel safe. There are no inhabitants besides me, and I am ok with that. I hear a echo coming from towards the end of this vast empty space, the sound seems...
  19. I am ___________

    [Venting] I hate this life, my family, and this world.

    [Day1 of my road to ctb]: Life is not worth a damn thing. Through out all of my life I have been dealt a bad hand, I work hard and try to stay positive but life takes a shit all over me each and every fucking day. I have had depression since I was 6. When I was 6 I had my first attempt, I tried...
  20. iamthezero

    ever called for a wellness check on someone?

    anyone every had a suicidal friend? did you try to talk them out of it, successfully or not? ever call for a wellness check or just stayed out of it?