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  1. Alecsa

    [Discussion] Leaving people behind

    A back story: my ex cheated on me and it's been the cherry on top of my shit life. I can't say it's the reason why i want to ctb but it's my major trigger atm. My ex has always been scared of how i have times i strongly desire to ctb and says would blame himself etc. I don't want that for him...
  2. R

    [Story] My story

    I want to share with all of you who would like to read this, why and how did I get into this point. Suicide, the idea of ending my life by myself have been surrounding my head for a lot of years. It is very rear the nights before going to sleep without thinking of suicide; mostly every single...
  3. lady sea

    [Story] Rowen and her Minir Inconveniences, Chapter 1

    Chapter 1 “But what makes you feel this way?” Ali, my family’s Anpeo, floats above my bed while I talk to her about my maybe newly developed feelings for Ryder. “I don’t know. I think it’s the way he hugs me when he sees me during our fourth period.” I responded, thinking this feels an awful...
  4. lady sea

    [Story] Rowen and her Minor Inconveniences, Prologue

    Depending on the aura around your family by the time the second child is born, you get an Anpeo or you get a Vodi Nas. If you aren't able to have a child for whatever reason, you automatically get a Vodi Nas. Anpeos are like angels or gardians, while Vodi Nas are in a way like angels, but they...
  5. Pepega

    [Story] My story so far...a lot to read :)

    So this turned to be a lot longer than I expected, I cant even post it so I'm gonna put the rest in comments section, It's the first time I express my emotions on the internet like this, while typing I even remembered things that I long forgot about but I didn't put them all here because it's...
  6. L

    [Story] My battle with suicidality/nihilism

    I was born fucked in the head. I was born with Tourettes, narcolepsy, and dspd. No intelligence impairments just seizures and cataplexy attacks. Growing up I always paid attention to patterns, my mother was bipolar and incredibly abusive. I noticed her patterns of mania and depression and...
  7. 15dec

    [Venting] Heard some bad news

    I had a pretty deep conversation with my dad this morning. I had an argument with my mum and she stormed out and when I was venting to my dad about things she does, like making me feel guilty for feeling depressed and moving/losing my belongings and blaming me for it, he ended up telling me a...
  8. 15dec

    [Story] Cousins ctb

    I've never really been able to talk about this in detail, but this seems like a perfect place to talk about it. Two of my cousins ctb, one before I was born (I’ll call him K) and the other two years ago (I’ll call her A). It bothers me for a lot of reasons and it’s mostly how my family (and the...
  9. anthomaniac

    [Story] What is your favorite memory?

    Since my last failed attempt of CTB, i've found myself rewinding through my memories a lot, often coming across those top good times i've been through, those one that sometimes even make me reconsider my decision (until i remember, the people i had those memories with are no longer with me) so...
  10. M

    [Method] No money, need to die tomorrow. which method should i use?

    Hello everyone, this is my first post here. Long story short, I am a total fuckup with epilepsy and chronic depression at 21, and can't leave my bed for long because of back problems. This is the backstory you can skip: My parents divorced a year ago, that was little after my epilepsy started...
  11. Tiburcio

    [Discussion] Stories that makes you have a good cry

    Do you know some story that can makes you cry to the point of looking like a waterfall? Any format is welcome: book, movie, game, etc. Share the stories more impact had in you and revived some feelings you didn't experience from time ago, and hopefully I'll consider it and try to reanimate my...
  12. T

    Hi

    This is my first time on this site. Sorry about my "shish" english. I'm a Italian/Persian girl of 19 years old and live in turin with my mother and my only older sister. my father work in Iran, and my parents have been divorced for 5 years old. in my life, I went in a horrible school for...
  13. A

    [Story] failed first attempt yesterday

    I failed to suffocate myself by carbon monoxide poisoning plus sleep pills in a closed room. It's been 24 hours. Alive, but I am still extremely depressed now. I lose all hope: studying at college for 8 years and dropped out last year, never graduated, no friends, zero job experience,no...
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