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  1. irregularheartbeat

    [Story] A life rant, just need to get it out

    I just need somewhere to talk about all of this. All of my life I have suffered from psychosis, the things I experienced as a child just went farther than a normal imagination and never stopped, but rather worsened as I grew older. I don't think any of this would be so bad for me now, but the...
  2. Faraway1990

    [Venting] I almost CTB 2 nights ago

    A couple days ago I woke up thinking to myself " today is the day, I'm going to CTB tonight" and I meant it I spent the day doing little things I enjoy one last time finishing up my letters gambling away most of my money since why not? I haven't done it for a long time lol anyway: The love of...
  3. lady sea

    Why I want to die but at the same time, why I don't

    Yes, I am suicidal but not because I have lived a terrible life. To be honest, yeah I major family issues but I can live with it if I really wanted to. I have always been fascinated by the idea of death. I don't know where it came from but have any of you guys ever wondered whats in the...
  4. Into The Wild

    [Venting] I'm so done...

    I think tonight I have finally had enough. Not in a "I am going to definitely CTB tonight" but that I have decided it is the right thing to do. Now I just need to build up my confidence/grit to do it. Why? Why indeed...I think in a way this has been inevitable. I had a pretty difficult...
  5. Niko

    [Venting] Nothing. ever. works.

    this is the biggest frustration in my life: not a single fucking thing i put effort into gets me anywhere! i've pushed myself hard, incredibly hard, over and over and over again. i was a chubby kid so i pushed myself to work the fuck out and go on a strict diet. i dropped out of high school...
  6. Niko

    [Help] Just gonna unload..

    Okay Ill just post this here because i have literally no one in my life I can talk to about this, and I feel like i'm just gonna burst otherwise. So I'm basically Trapped right now: I've been working as a Nighttime Front Desk Agent at a hotel for a year now. I'm basically a babysitter for a...
  7. Niko

    It all leads back here, always.

    It seems like it shouldn't be that difficult to end it all, but why can't i just do it already? It'd be nice if i could just make a decision here, whether or not to live and to hold fast to my choice, but i get carried away by the moment. i can even trick myself into thinking i'm truly happy...
  8. SeventyNine

    [Venting] Feeling guilty because of my family

    Hi everyone. So, to start this rant off, I am 18 years old and an only child. I've had several mental illnesses since I was little. I am pretty much done with life. My next academic year begins in September. It would be my last year in high school and I'd spend it preparing for my graduation...
  9. L

    Suicide and mental illness can be separate issues

    A lot of people have felt suicidal at least once in their life. No one can honestly say they went through their life all happy go lucky without any hardships. Ideations can be normal. Some people had their situation ruined beyond repair. It doesn't mean they're crazy or what they're going...
  10. Josef

    [Venting] Family preventing my death

    I really want to die at 17 years old. I’ve attempted several times without thinking of my family. Now when I plan my suicide I just think of how heartbroken my younger brother would be. It’s such a shame that I have to stay alive and suffer just for the sake of others, I think it’s very...