pain

  1. S

    [Discussion] too much suffering

    I wonder when we will thoroughly understand that this life just is.....no good no bad just a daily struggle with some brief
  2. Lost Soul

    Do you wish you had never been born?

    Titel.
  3. lost in my mind

    Any good writing about suicide?

    Do you know some writing that can make suicide sounds a little bit more reasonable to those around you that love you so I can left it in my note to ease the pain somehow? Ty
  4. iix.em

    Psychedelics : Have you tried?

    Just curious if anyone else here uses psyches and for any specific reasons even related to mine or want to try? I feel it is a very useful way to get your truest answer of yourself good or bad, coming out of a trip is always helpful to find who you are. And if not I'd say it's worth a try...
  5. Your Own Ghost

    [Discussion] The Worthiness of Suffering

    I’d like to share four accounts of suffering combined from personal and found experience. I speculate it’s a factor of the human condition for the survival of the species as a whole to readily deny the truth of or stay ignorant of the degree of others’ suffering, and I was going to write about...
  6. J

    Im ready to die... I just dont want my last moments in pain??

    So im in constant pain physically and in the head. Cant sleep or eat It about that time. Im leaning more to the idea of hanging it seems. Like you black out quick. My birthdays coming up my freind gets me vodca every year , so down the bottle blast some pink floyed and bite the bullet so to...
  7. CFLoser

    [Discussion] Torture before CTB??

    Anyone else consider this? I really think a lot about cutting off my arm, my right arm. I want to really mess up my face too and then CTB. Tbh I don't really know 100% wat CTB means but I think I kinda do. Anyway yea, I just wanna feel big pain before I die idrk why.
  8. ☆SadUnicorn☆

    I just wanna leave

    I just wanna die. I wish there was some easy way out that doesn't have a way back. I only could slit wrist rlly atm but it's never possible I never can deep enough. Idk what to do. I just can't handle all this pain over and over again. I rlly don't want this anymore
  9. I

    [Venting] My body's falling apart (couldn't think of a better title)

    It's like I have gone through a transformation, from someone who looked relatively ok, managed their lives as best they could with the difficulties I face having Asperger's Syndrome on top of everything else, to someone who looks haggard. My hair has been falling out for two years, my skin is...
  10. Caustic Cardinals

    [Discussion] Fucking kill me

    I don't always start my days off in a shity mood, but when I do It's because, I FUCKING WOKE UP ! Gawd please will someone just fucking kill me . Another day of physical pain and emotional agony. How about you? Take this poll and tell me about your morning torments and lamentations
  11. chronicpainnomore

    Just thought i would check in

    A lot of folks who knew me when I was much more active probably noticed I suddenly went away. I thought I should probably give an update so people don't think I CTB or something. As I've said previously, my entire reason for wanting to CTB was because I suffer from chronic pain, and the...
  12. anurgetowardlove

    A messy suicide

    I've spent a lot of time looking at methods and their results. The main issue with guns is just how much of your face it's going to blow off. I knew someone who attempted suicide and failed, and he was left with more or less a flap of skin for a bottom jaw. Even browsing places like goregrish or...
  13. Tiburcio

    [Help] Numb the pain

    As you will know, commiting suicide is something painful. The pain is what stopped me when I tried to ctb in some occasion. Alcohol doesn't work, pills doesn't work, borh mixed are a bit useful... I know it sound like an excuse but I can't handle it. I'm too sensitive. Fuck this shit.
  14. chronicpainnomore

    I don't want to go, but i have been handed my hat.

    A little background: I am a veteran. After a parachute accident that injured my back, I underwent an experimental back surgery in the military, the results of which were dismal. I was left in chronic pain ever since, I was medically discharged from the military, and for 13 years, I have relied...
  15. O

    Practical advice - pills vs jumping

    Hello everyone, due to an extremely debilitating medical condition and repeated, severe personal events that caused me a very strong PTSD i've been struggling with for years, i made the rational choice to CTB, planning the event for the end of next month. Since I live in an European country...
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