1. uiop

    [Help] N, phenobarbital, benzodiazepines, and ketamine

    I understand this is overkill; I’m just preparing for the worse case scenario in which I would be unable to finish all my N, and end up with permanent brain damage. The ketamine will numb me and help get in a state of mind to go through with it. The phenobarbital and benzodiazepines are for a...
  2. T

    Fentanyl vs N (ready to go...)

    Hi everyone, I am ready to go. I printed my suicide notes. And I am ready to book a hotel room to spend my last days. But, I still have some concerns. Currently have more than enough Fentanyl powder to kill me (approximately 500mg to 1000mg). My way of going would be by snorting as much...
  3. Mircea

    Questions about Nembutal / Pentobarbital

    Greetings everyone. I’ve come to this forum to seek out your help. Unfortunately I don’t plan on chancing my mind about ending my life, which will depend solely on factors beyond my control. At the moment I’m only doing the preparations for when the time might come later this year. I’ve looked...
  4. Smith94

    Chinese N ? Exit Int Forums

    Hello, Can someone who has access to the Exit International forums let us know what the score is with the re-emergence of Chinese suppliers of N? Thanks you
  5. NextSummer

    N powder is coming back

    It's interesting how people are desperate or unaware enough to still try to buy powder N from China for 500$ after the gates have been shut, but it seems some have managed to get relatively pure N in powder form. This is from last month
  6. F

    Help with contacting A

    Hi, would somebody please help me contact A to buy Nembutal? thank you x
  7. deathplease

    [Help] Anyone successfully gotten N from A in Canada?

    I’ve been looking into get it from him. I am worried about getting it seized by customs or getting the police involved. I also need it delivered to a PO Box since I live in an apartment building & the mailboxes aren’t big enough for packages.
  8. R

    [Resource] New source for N

    Is this a legit source for n? Anyone has any experience with them?
  9. dandan

    Would you dare to travel into small towns looking for N?

    Supposedly in Latin American countries , some veterinary shops would sell N, without a prescription. If you were in such a place, would you dare visiting pet pharmacys shown in one of the old versions of the PPHandbook? It is possible that one day I could go and spend a full day visiting...
  10. Vaughn

    [Help] Am in mexico now, looking.

    (Acapulco) I do speak spanish and all - but i went to a vet store and nothing. That vet did not evem have it in his store... Any suggestions - i have till early March.
  11. Camille Lejeune

    [Resource] Resellers in Europe

    I'm looking for european people who were successfull in obtaining Nembutal (via contacting A). I'm following the Pphb's instructions but I'm quite pessimistic… Is there any alternative in case it doesn't work out ?
  12. Camille Lejeune

    [Method] Find Nem

    Hi, I'm from Europe and I would like to know where and how do you order pentobarbital (powder not liquid). It is supposedly almost impossible to obtain. Maybe a few years ago from China, but now every web site are scams. I'm very sick and can't really move from my house. PS Sorry, english is...
  13. Daisy

    [Resource] Ordering Nembutal from… the dark web

    Ok, first of all, (dear FBI ) I am not saying that I intend to do it. I am just asking. There is this website on the dark web and it's called the silk road. It's a pretty legit website, and I am pretty sure they sell pure Nembutal, among other things… I know they didn't mention it on the...
  14. killing me softly

    pph rates n undetectability as 4/5....

    ....does anyone know what this is based on? i've tried running a few searches on autopsy/postmortem/toxicology and nembutal/pentobarbital with little success. i'd much appreciate either direct info/links/resources (hopefully reliable) about this or even suggestions on where to look
  15. T

    Has anyone used a P.O. Box in the UK?

    Did you have any problems? Hoping to order Nembutal and just want to see what experience anyone has had using one etc?
  16. I

    Is legit?

    Does anyone have any leads into this? They have a section here, where they literally offer you assistance into finding someone:
  17. Jupiter

    Being in Lima right now

    Hello everybody, today was my 4th day cruising around Lima and the search for N (or H) has gotten really depressing. They all want that South American Prescription. That‘s the term they use here. On the 3rd day I finally could obtain one bottle. As the vet had just one in stock. I know that one...
  18. I

    Stupid question: how much does Pento typically cost

    I have very little income and I may not be able to afford the two bottles.