1. kkatt

    [Discussion] Blackouts/Memory lapses

    I know it's quite common to have blackouts or periods of memory loss,especially if you take certain medication. What is the most Bizarre thing that has happened to you in this state? I have two stories that I'd like to share. The first was many years ago. We used to deal and I was not such a...
  2. wutsthepoint

    F*cked up too many times..

    Anyone else feel like living with the knowledge of their crucial mistakes, is worse than ctb.. Ive tried for five months to be alone and work through the shit storm, but at this point im ready to put the Nitro tank to use and forget for good. Am I alone in this?