1. omsoc

    [Help] Gun shot suicide?

    Hi everyone, new member here. Basically to cut to the chase. How badly would a head shot hurt? I’m guessing it would be instant to the point where pain receptors don’t have time to react? I need your help because, this would be my preferred method of going out next to hanging or maybe an exit...
  2. I

    [Method] Need some advise on partial hanging

    I have mental health issues that i dont think I will ever recover fully from. I feel like I'm rotting away inside. All my senses are getting worse and worse. So I'm planning on hanging myself in my basement from a steel weight machine. I have a few important questions. So I made a noose out of...
  3. I

    [Help] Trauma

    I had a mental breakdown 5 years ago at college. I already had a personality and obsessive thinking issue. The first day of the semester I experienced depersonalization and immediately felt like i wasnt going to be able to understand anything and this brought on 7 months of me mind fucking...
  4. robin999

    [Method] will car running in garage work?

    is the car in garage a lethal and effective method? any idea how long it would take and how much time i would need?
  5. iix.em

    Most peaceful and efficient way to go, one or the other idm ft. me

    One of the things holding me back from my inevitable end is the fact that it may not work and I really don't want to be one of those fail attempts yet again once I've hit my point. Just curious on some ways that would work, preferably not messy, peaceful even if that's possible. It's something...
  6. T

    Drugs to end it

    I'm from Australia and I don't know how to end it. I previously attempted with a mixture of valium and something else (cant remember), internet said it'd be fatal. I ended up waking up 24 hours later. In between I'm pretty sure I woke up quickly to vomit black. I'm terrified of hanging myself...
  7. deathplease

    [Venting] Pretty sure jumping is my only way out

    I’ve pretty much accepted that jumping is the only way I can ctb. Please don’t suggest that I order N or SN..tried that. Cutting and ODing are painful and unreliable, I don’t have the accessibility for the CO method or firearms, and my SI is so strong when it comes to hanging. Pretty much any...
  8. deathplease

    SN - Am I doing it right?

    I plan on going via SN as all of my other methods have seem to have failed me. Here’s the 2 items I have in my carts. This is the best SN I can find that can be shipped to me, as well as the primperan I found. I plan to buy tagament at the drug store as it’s OTC. Am I purchasing the correct...
  9. deathplease

    [Method] diphenhydramine?

    I’ve seen quite a few articles online about people dying this way. I don’t completely believe that this is a reliable method but it would be a fairly peaceful way to go..until you’re done tripping out at least. I saw an article on another thread that someone took 4800mg of the drug and would...
  10. deathplease

    [Help] How to get cancer/make a tumour grow?

    When I attempted suicide the first time 4 years ago, I discovered I have a non cancerous tumour called a meningioma. It’s only the size of a freckle, and I have to get a CT scan on it every 2 years. Apparently it can grow without any symptoms, so for all I know, it could be bigger. 90% of the...
  11. deathplease

    [Help] Anyone moved to another state/province? How did you do it?

    I’ve been thinking about packing up and moving to another province recently. I have been through a lot of trauma and there’s not really anything left for me here. I feel like I will be able to leave a lot of the toxicity in my life by moving. My family has caused me more trauma than anyone or...
  12. deathplease

    [Help] May have found another jumping location

    I may have found another location to jump in my city. It’s not nearly as tall as my last place, but I figure I could use it as a back up if I feel that my first choice will not work. The first location is tough because it’s an escarpment & lot of it is fenced off. My second place is a hiking...
  13. deathplease

    Help with jumping method

    I have posted about my methods in the past, but I am looking for more specifics about jumping. I tried hanging myself recently and was unable to lose consciousness easily, and my SI kicked in when I started to black out. I planned for full suspension so I could not back out of it, but it ended...
  14. deathplease

    [Help] Has anyone attempted to hang themselves? Was it scary?

    I plan on doing full suspension in the next day or 2. I have set up a hangman’s noose with a very sturdy rope and that will hang over the door frame with the door shut, with the other end tied on the doorknob on the other side of the door. I tested the rope & I’m 95% sure it will hold my weight...
  15. deathplease

    [Help] Anyone successfully gotten N from A in Canada?

    I’ve been looking into get it from him. I am worried about getting it seized by customs or getting the police involved. I also need it delivered to a PO Box since I live in an apartment building & the mailboxes aren’t big enough for packages.
  16. Manaaja

    [Help] My crazy neighbor is being crazy again

    A few months ago I posted how my neighbor (let's call him Mr. J) had sent me threatening notes and filed a police report. For a long time I didn't hear anything from him, but today he had put a note on his door telling other neighbors to report me to the landlord. He claims that I made noises...
  17. lululoo

    N in fridge?

    Should N be kept in the fridge? I have read differing opinions. Fridge is good because it’s cold but bad because moisture? But if N is in bottles why does moisture matter? Exposure to fridge light is bad? But if you put the bottles in a box how would the light get to them? Sorry if this is too...
  18. R

    [Method] Undetectable substance

    Is there anything you can injest or breathe in to kill you but is not easily detected as the cause of death in an autopsy? Basically, it should appear like you died of unknown causes/natural causes/stopped breathing..but they can't figure out why..or it's inconclusive. Anything like that?
  19. Cookiedough8956

    [Venting] It's like I'm meant to die!

    And I'm more than happy with it. I promised my boyfriend I'd book an appt today for a new therapist. I'm so frustrated right now. All of them are booked or not accepting new patients! Why even keep getting denied and rejected, when I could just end it! Clearly, it's not meant to happen, i...
  20. deathplease

    [Venting] I’m so desperate to get out

    I posted a thread last night about how I’ve been trying to find the best method as well and finding the courage to do so. If anyone is interested or needs back story this it it: I’m so incredibly desperate to get out of...