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  1. J

    I love you guys and gals

    Well... I joined on here to maybe find a partner, but will be ordering stuff and going at it on my own if the chems come thru. I must say you are all an awesome bunch and if i weren't in physical pain that i know cannot be cured, you guys would be the reason for my continued existence until i...
  2. CFLoser

    [Venting] I WANT FRIENDS!!!

    I want friends! We will all play baseball together and drink Gatorade and listen to music while playing catch ball. I will be the pitcher even tho my arm is very weak.... actually I would be bad at baseball but I want to try it. I want to have friends... and one of my friends he makes moves...
  3. daikon

    Need some advice

    I figure here's the place to ask, since if I ask anyone IRL they'll just tell me not to commit suicide which is...not helpful. I have two suicide-related problems, I guess: 1. Should I stop trying to make new friends and social connections? I so desperately want to be liked and I hate being...
  4. 15dec

    Christmas dilemma

    Does anyone else feel ridiculously guilt about wanting to ctb before Christmas? I want out as soon as possible but things keep happening to get in the way, not having enough time alone is the main one. I’ve had to push my date back to Wednesday at the earliest and even then I don’t know if I’ll...
  5. 15dec

    [Venting] Why do i bother

    Since deciding I was going to ctb I’ve been putting a lot of thought into how it’s going to impact all my loved ones but honestly I don’t know why I bother, I just found out all my friends have made plans without me across all of Christmas or they’ve just uninvited me. I feel like I try really...
  6. 15dec

    [Discussion] Do you worry anyone will ctb because you did?

    It’s been on my mind for a while, so I’m wondering if anyone else feels similarly or if it’s just me being anxious. My dad told me that if I were to commit suicide he would as well. I also worry about a close friend who has his own mental illnesses and previous suicide attempts, because he’s...
  7. 15dec

    [Discussion] Do you wish you could tell your loved ones to make the most of their time with you before you ctb?

    I wish I could tell my loved ones I won’t be here much longer. I know they’ll feel incredibly guilty when I ctb, especially if they feel like they hadn’t spent enough time with me, or made the most of it. It would be amazing if there was some way I could tell them I’ll be gone soon and want to...
  8. iamthezero

    ever called for a wellness check on someone?

    anyone every had a suicidal friend? did you try to talk them out of it, successfully or not? ever call for a wellness check or just stayed out of it?
  9. Manaaja

    [Venting] My friend is just making up his problems

    (Note: I have met him irl a few times, but these days we only talk on chat.) I have a friend who has many times complained about one problem or another, but every time his problems end up smelling made up. 1st example: He has told me a lot of times that he has a lot of friends (both irl and...
  10. anurgetowardlove

    Feeling alone and suicide being "selfish" according to others

    It's hard to sum up your life in a few paragraphs, or explain to anyone what it feels like to be in a constant state of not wanting to be alive. There is a difference between not wanting to live and wanting to die; it's a distinction people often don't understand or forget to make. Once you slip...
  11. I

    Another day, friends, family and another set of symptoms

    I have other really horrible symptoms now too which I am almost certain are related to the benzo withdrawal. I am bleeding every month in between my periods, which makes me think I have cancer even though I probably do not, I watched both my biological dad and my stepdad die slowly from cancer...
  12. P

    [Help] Dealing with friends pre-death

    Hey there! Thank you for letting me become a part of this community and hopefully this first post won’t fall flat on its face. So for a plethora of reasons, I will be killing myself in the near future (while I still have money and resources for the exit bag method). I won’t go into the...
  13. M


    ok so how do you all feel about the fact we all have to hide so hard? No in my life knows im like this except my psychologist and honestly id prob ctb if they did find out from pure humiliation. Do any of you flaunt it? Talk about it openly? I always hear that “if your loves one makes suicide...