1. I want to die

    [Discussion] Random question

    This might be a stupid question but where the heck do people find hard drugs?!? Or guns?!? It seems like something I just see in movies! (not weed.)
  2. A

    [Method] CTB - Combo method

    Hi Guys, Just reaching out for some advice. There are 2 options and I would like your thoughts on both of them. The target is to make it look like an accident. No plans of doing it right now but just want to have a solid plan in mind for future purposes. Also very comforting to have a...
  3. Mircea

    Recipes using readily available drugs

    Like I said in my previous thread I've been looking for an adequate substance to shut down my body with. Unfortunately most of them are either difficult to find, extremely expensive and beyond what I could afford, or would put the buyer at risk of being scammed or even attacked by dubious people...
  4. gunsforhands

    Best benzo?

    Hey, I recently got into benzos (e.g. Tavor, Xanax, Valium), not as a drug so far but for my anxiety legally prescribed. But i would like to try it with a friend for some fun/good time as well. So I got 3 questions for you: What benzos did you try, how was your experience and what was the...
  5. Vaughn

    [Discussion] Here is a list of famous people's chem related death/suicide

    "Mods" not sure this is allowed to post, but I found it interesting - remove please if not allowed. https://ipfs.io/ipfs/QmXoypizjW3WknFiJnKLwHCnL72vedxjQkDDP1mXWo6uco/wiki/List_of_drug-related_deaths.html
  6. CFLoser

    [Discussion] I like antidepressants!

    They work for me really well. I heard supplementing with Zinc also helps make them work better. I know most people hate medication and it doesn't work for them. But I was wondering If anyone else had any success stories with medication. Prozac gang btw~
  7. C

    [Story] I made a choice

    I made a choice, Of mistakes, Of consequences, Within the past, Within the present, Within the future, Of uncertainty, Now I am here, Back to crack, Not alcohol, I shall leave the thrall, Of alcohol within the lightning, And the thunder, And now I wonder, Within asunder, How to proceed, Within...
  8. C2theN

    Charcoal CO Overkill?

    (Sorry for the lousy pun.) I plan to ctb by two-load charcoal with a double-layer popup tent covered by a tarp, but I have some specific questions. Sorry for everything this post repeats. 1. I've read that each load should burn in the starter for 10-20 minutes, then go into the pail for...
  9. Schizoid

    [Help] Questions About Amitriptyline Cocktail

    Sorry for my bed england! I want to commit suicide with Amitriptyline Cocktail but i have some questions about the cocktail, because i found some cardiac drugs. Can anyone answer my questions? MY DRUGS -The Original Amitriptyline Cocktail *Laroxyl 25 mg 40 tablets x 10 boxes = 10...
  10. kkatt

    [Story] "Oh! The anti-virus guy!"

    That's the response I get when I ask if people have heard about John McAfee There's so very much more You might have seen the documentary on Netflix called "Gringo.The dangerous life of John McAfee". At some point during his escapades in Belize,shortly before he "allegedly" had his neighbour...
  11. Sundayafternoon

    [Venting] finding users

    I wish i were social enough to find hard drug users to get high with. Or least point me in the right direction. I just want to get really fucked and close to non existence as possible. Maybe a real live addiction will propel me to the bottom. Jump start my desperation. ignite my despair...
  12. M

    [Help] Turning to weed to deal with depressive episode

    As I've written about previously on this website, I have bipolar disorder. Many associate bipolar disorder with out of control mood swings: Going from happy to sad in a matter of minutes. Well, nothing could be further from the truth. Bipolar disorder manifests in a cyclical and episodic nature...
  13. s_girl

    [Help] Anxiety drugs

    Hi everyone, What is the best anxiety medication you’ve had and why? Had it helped with your anxiety? Thanks for sharing.
  14. Smilla


    How many of you are current or past drug users? And if so, what was/is your drug of choice?
  15. S


    Does anyone know how much of this drug i need to take to overdose?
  16. hopeis5427

    [Venting] Pissed

    the live support at a drug research chemical site had the nerve to tell me"get help" "i can't answer this question" because I asked "which drug is most lethal to kill me" They litteraly sell drugs on the site (which aren't illegal yet) and all of the buyers ar using it do drugs. But they are...
  17. Larry

    [Discussion] Best drugs obtainable to commit suicide

    Hello. I'll preface this with the acknowledgement that yes, indeed this is a very controversial topic to most ordinary people but please understand that under individual circumstances, where death is near and inevitable, one should have the freedom and right to choose to leave this world sooner...
  18. Nzbeelover

    Anyone had dmt

    Any Dmt users out there?
  19. C

    [Method] A economic ctb?

    Hi everyone, Someone can tell me a good conbination of medicines to make my CTB more efficient with a smaller amount of material?
  20. L

    [Help] Drug charges after surviving attempt? (hypothetical)

    Hello all, I'm brand new here but this is the only place I know of to ask this question. The method that I have chosen is overdose from heroin. Obviously since that substance is highly illegal in the US I'm worried about being found and getting locked up for possession after being narcaned...