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  1. Baskol1

    [Discussion] Anyone else feels old?

    Does anyone else here feel old? Im only 20, but feel physically and mentally much older. But i dont look necessarily older. Or do you look much older than your age too? Do you lack energy too, despite being young? Is this a reason too, why you want to ctb?
  2. irregularheartbeat

    [Venting] I can't breath anymore

    I feel suffocated by life. I'm having a very hard tine coping, everything is just so overwhelming. I can't shake the paranoia that I'm doing everything wrong, that everyone around myself hates me and is angry with me. Pretending to be okay is getting harder, I'm trying to wait to CTB until...
  3. Baskol1

    [Discussion] Tinnitus and hearing loss

    Does anyone else here have tinnitus and hearing loss? If yes, is that a reason why you want to ctb? Or does it have nothing to do with that? My Tinnitus seems to get worse, and my hearing loss too. I dont exactly know why, because i dont listen to music. It is extremely annoying, i absolutely...
  4. Baskol1

    [Discussion] Whats the worst thing someone said to you?

    Platitudes are often useless, but most of the time well intentioned. But then there are people who treat people with depression or similar illnesses like shit. What is the worst thing someone said to you, because of your problems in life? What was the most hurtful comment youve ever heard?
  5. Baskol1

    [Discussion] It seems im cursed

    I think im cursed, because just never have luck in life. Yes there are people who have even worse luck than me. But im pretty unlucky in life. For example im autistic, i have tinnitus, and hearing loss i believe, vision loss too, chronic pain too, anxiety, depression of course. The worst thing...
  6. Baskol1

    [Discussion] Too young argument

    Many people will say youre too young to kill yourself, you have still your while life ahead of you. They are not wrong, but im autistic, so it is unlikely i will be successful in life. Besides, the future of humanity does not look good anyway. Maybe society will soon collapse anyway? The romans...
  7. Baskol1

    [Discussion] Only physically healthy people want to die?

    Why is it that many suicide preventionists assume that anyone who wants to commit suicide is physically healthy, and young? Especially the non-professional suicide preventionists. Cant they comprehend that maybe some people comit suicide because of a physicall illness, or disability? Or that...
  8. Baskol1

    [Discussion] Only physically healthy people want to die?

    Why is it that many suicide preventionists assume that anyone who wants to commit suicide is physically healthy, and young? Especially the non-professional suicide preventionists. Cant they comprehend that maybe some people comit suicide because of a physicall illness, or disability? Or that...
  9. Baskol1

    [Discussion] The dumbest platitudes?

    What are the dumbest most annoying platitudes and reasons why you should stay alive? And how often did you hear them? And why do people think empty platidudes will change your mind?
  10. Baskol1

    [Discussion] Do you have a date?

    Do you have a specific date for your suicide? I fyes, when is it, and is it soon, or in a few years? Do you have even any patience left, or do you want to go soon as possible?
  11. Baskol1

    [Discussion] What if you live into old age?

    Could you somehow manage to live into old age, and not commiting suicide? If yes, how could you manage this? Or how long do you will stay alive? Will you soon ctb, or will you wait some years? Maybe even decades before you will ctb? I personally will probably wait some years, but i dont think i...
  12. Baskol1

    [Discussion] Days where you feel great?

    I have some days where i actually feel happy for some time, unfortunately they are rare and short. But they exist, and thats probably why i havent kill myself already. Because there are days where my anxiety is completely gone, and it feels great. Do you have days where your problems are gone...
  13. Baskol1

    [Discussion] Why do you want to die?

    Why exactly do you want to die? Do you have any illnesses who make your life to hell? Do you see no future in your life? Do you have a disability which makes your life very hard? Or what exactly is your reason to ctb? And did you try every other option before this decision? What are your exact...
  14. Baskol1

    [Discussion] People think im happy

    Do people think of you too as a happy person? Especially people who dont know you too well? In my case its because i have a mask on. I dont want to show people my real feelings, it is too dangerous. To people think too that youre generally a cheerful and happy person?
  15. Baskol1

    [Discussion] Commiting Suicide at the world suicide prevention day

    I will probably kill myself at the world suicide prevention day. Probably not this year, but probably in a few years, especially if nothing gets better, or even worse. Will you too kill yourself at the world suicide prevention day? It would be quite ironic.
  16. Baskol1

    Can you actually stay forever in the psychiatric hospital?

    Can you actually stay forever in the psychiatric hospital for an suicide attempt? Or is that not possible? Can you actually stay for years in a psychiatric hospital after a failed suicide attempt? Or what is the longest you can stay if youre not a danger for others? Because staying forever...
  17. Plankter

    [Discussion] How do I know if I'm faking it or not ? (I won't see a therapist)

    My wild fantasies of death intensify when I have to do things I don't like in real life and despite trying hard, I fail to not reflect it on the outside and people around me (family) tell me that I'm exaggerating and overreacting and that it's not "normal" but from my point of view their...
  18. Baskol1

    [Venting] I dont care if my parents are sad

    I dont care if my parents would be sad if i kill myself, because they didnt treat me well as a child and teen too. And they never prepared me for life. I think they should suffer a bit too. So i really dont care if they are sad when i commit suicide. Im then dead anyway, so i couldnt care...
  19. Baskol1

    Every life is worth living?

    Is it really true that every life is worth living? Because this is something i hear often by people who say suicide and assisted suicide is wrong. That every live, no matter how bad it seems to be is actually worth living. Yes, even when you are terminally ill, and cant go out of bed without...
  20. Baskol1

    What happens if this site gets too big?

    Whhat happens if this site gets too big? It will probably be shut down right? Because the media will of course demand that this site will be shut down, because it leads to more suicides. Or will this site survive even 50k-100k members? Probably not, right? I mean it already got once attention...