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  1. anonbpdgirl

    [Venting] Isn’t the money of it all so unfair?

    I really hate money. I hate capitalism. I hate the socio-economic society we live in. I hate how if it wasn’t for money, I could access help. As it is, right now, I can’t even try. It’s cheaper for me to CTB than attempt medication and therapy. What kills me sometimes on this site is seeing...
  2. anonbpdgirl

    BPD and mood swings

    I suffer from borderline personality disorder, which means I have unbelievable mood swings. I can go from happy to suicidal within a matter of minutes. I’m wondering how the hell I’m ever supposed to stay suicidal for long enough to actually goddamn CTB. I am fed up of living, and fed up of...
  3. anonbpdgirl

    Is there any way to access a peaceful suicide on a low budget?

    First post here, so forgive if I’m going over stuff that has already been talked about. But I really need some help. N is arguably the most peaceful suicide method. But it’s virtually impossible to get ahold of. Given by some miracle you find a supplier, the cost of it is prohibitive. How am...
  4. sad_frog

    [Venting] Does anyone LIKE their therapist?

    Has anyone actually had a therapist they've felt safe talking with and genuinely enjoyed going to see them? My experiences: I've had many therapists throughout my life and there have only been a few that have actually been good to me. There is one woman who I love but is especially hard to get...
  5. Rainbowdreamer

    Anyone else with BPD ?

    Anyone else have BPD? My life is constant pain. I will never have normal relationships or interactions with others . I am convinced that I am fundamentally romantically unlovable in any long - term, sustainable, day - to - day way. I've been through DBT twice as a client and used to teach it...
  6. krtgrf

    [Discussion] People with BPD, assemble. General thread.

    I'll preface this with the statement that I would highly prefer this to be a thread for people with BPD. Not for people who suffered abuse from the likes of us (unless you got BPD from it), who villainize us, or who want advice on a family member with BPD. No one understands us better than...
  7. PrincessInWhite

    Anyone have seriously unbearable mood swings?

    I have symptoms of BPD even though I don't meet the full criteria (can manage my emotions just fine when not at home, don't blame anyone else at all for my life and take full responsibility, function just fine tbh and nobody except those close to me would guess, etc). However, the mood swings I...
  8. Radaghest

    Bpd and persistent suicidal ideation

    Anyone else here with this problem? 35, female, USA Sexual abuse, Physical abuse, Mental abuse survivor. BPD, PTSD, MDD, GeneralizedAD, SocialAD I need fellowship before ctb. Just someone to say it's okay to want to die. Someone to say I support your decision.
  9. Sharethepain

    Bpd fragmented mind?

    Hello everyone, the term BPD (borderline personality disorder) is probably rather well known here, and I happen to suffer from this blessing. This might sound crazy and it could just be from all the loneliness, solitude, pain and anxiety, but I have been lately noticing some different parties...